White Roses

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I was gonna make the drama happen in this chapter, but I decided i would give y'all a break and give you guys some happy stuff for a little bit before I fuck up the entire story so your welcome:)
⚠️language, suggestive⚠️ warning most of this chapter is from dixies POV, so the emotions are every all over the place  but that's also how i imagine her character lol

Dixies POV:
I woke up confused, i checked the clock, it was 2pm. I was hoping that nap would make the pain go away, but it didn't. Ugh back to reality.
I rolled myself  out of bed and walked into Addis room, she was laying in her bed on her phone. "oh Dixie!" she shouted jumping out of bed and running over to me. She flung her arms around me hugging me tightly "are you okay?" she asked "yea addi, I'll be fine, my family is just being irrational but they'll get over it" I shrugged.

"if you say so, okay so I'm gonna tell you something, but you have to promise me you won't get mad okay?" i jumped away from the hug "oh no addi what the hell did you do now?"
Addison has a record of making impulsive decisions... without consulting me, and 9 time out of 10 they are pretty bad ideas, with even worse consequences, and let's just say i learned that the hard way.

"so i kinda told Noah that you would hang out with him...." Addison said looking down at her feet "wait, huh?" i was so confused, when did she talk to noah? and why the hell did he want to see me?
"him and his friend where in the hallway talking super loudly while you where sleeping, so i went out there to tell them to shut up, and we talked, one thing led to another and i told noah you would hang out with him at 4, he said be ready and he'll be here to pick you up in about 2 hours!" addison smiled, but i was in no mood to smile.

I should be angry, i should be furious actually, and i was, at first. Honestly thought it couldn't be all that bad could it? It might be nice to hang out with and old friend, catch up, talk, "okay" I said calmly. "okay? your not gonna try to kill me?" she asked me "no, I'm just hanging out with him, no big deal" i was trying to stay calm, and not show my slight excitement, nervousness, and also sudden urge to throw up. Oh no why was i excited, i need to get my life together i swear...

"good I'm glad, you should actually be thanking me for re kindling your relationship with your long lost lover, so this is actually a good thing"

she shouted as i walked out the door, i felt the smirk on her face. I whipped my head around quickly "your such a bitch" i rolled my eyes throwing a near by pillow at her

"but you love me! now go get ready for your date!" she laughed "it's not a date!" i protested walking out the door finally into my room. I heard her laughs from the hallway, she enjoyed seeing me struggle, rude.

Once I got into my room, i went to my closet. Not me stressing out over what to wear to a hangout with me friend. I was angry at myself, i was nervous and had butterflies. Ugh why did i have butterflies, i should not be nervous, it wasn't even a date!

But still, i found my heart rate speed up just thinking about him. I tried so hard to not  think about him, for the fear of falling for him with him all over again, but now it's literally inevitable. I shoved my feeling deep deep down and locked them away a long time ago, and i planned on keeping it that way, i couldn't feel like this, i didn't have a reason but i knew i just couldn't and that was that.

"ADDI!" i shouted, hopefully she could help me with my dilemma of what to wear. "you called me me Mrs.Beck" she teased poking her head into the doorway of my room "go to hell addison" i snarled "only if you come with me!" she smiled. She was so annoying but i loved her. "i can't figure out what to wear!" i said giving up and flopping back on my bed.

"well what do you wanna go for, casual? dressy? sexy? there are many different ways you can go here dix" she laughed sitting down next to me on my bed.

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