We Meet Again

If All Goes Well

This is a weird chapter, it's a filler so it's pretty boring ig, enjoy! ⚠️language⚠️

little change in pov for y'all

Dixies POV:
Honestly, i'm not that surprised he hung up on me. I know i had messed up pretty badly, and i deserved it. I was actually kinda shocked that he even answered me though, i hope that means we are moving in the right direction.

"dixie! foods here!" addi shouted from the living room, pulling me away from the storm of thoughts in my head. I'm glad she did though, i would get lost in my own mind if i didn't have her to get me out of it every once and a while. intrusive thoughts will get the best of ya that's for sure...

I shuffled out of my room and greeted addi in the kitchen, where she stood with 2 bags of takeout from our new favorite chinese food restaurant in brooklyn.

Fun Fact about me and addison: she rarely goes home for thanksgiving since her family lives in texas so we always spend thanksgiving together eating takeout from a cheap place in town. It's dumb, but a it's very sacred traditions for the two of us.

Speaking of addi, we have been doing pretty well. Of course she was angry at me at first which i totally understood, we talked it out.

We have been living together for almost 4 years and told each other all of our deepest darkest secrets, we never hid anything from one another. She had every right to be mad at me, i mean i was kinda bringing a guy into our apartment behind her back, and last time i checked that's not a very best friend-like thing to do. I felt bad for betraying her and after a long talk and many many tears (mostly from me) we came to a mutual agreement. We weren't going to let a silly mistake get in between us, we are stronger than that.

We sat down on the couch while i grabbed some blankets and addi unpacked the food setting it all out on the coffee table in front of us. "anything from noah?" addison asked grabbing the remote turning on the TV

"he finally answered me, he didn't say much but we are getting somewhere" i sighed "it's better than nothing"

The other day I gave in and told addison about everything going on with noah. Somewhere in between my mental breakdowns and guilty food binges i cracked and told her the whole story from the party all the way until our argument in the hallway. It wasn't hard to give her every detail word for word, since everything that he said to me before he left was deeply etched in my memory, i was not forgetting it any time soon. I have been keeping her updated on my little to non existent communication with noah, and my day to day conversations with matt as well.

"he'll come around don't worry. I talked to blake and bryce, he's stressed right now but he will be okay i promise. Everything will be fine dix" addison said patting my shoulder then turning back to the TV

"i hope so" ugh i sounded so dramatic i don't know why this is getting to me so much. I just can't stand the fact that i did something to make Noah upset. Never in a million years would i ever do something to purposefully hurt him in any way. I don't know where my head was at, maybe i needed a rebound, maybe i was heartbroken, god knows what possessed me to think that that situation would end in a good way.

"talk to matt?"

ugh i hated that question. She asked me it daily but it still gave me chills. He did nothing wrong but i still didn't like the way that every time i thought of him i think of noah and what happened the morning he left. I talked to matt almost everyday, just some texts here and there but we haven't hung out in a few days.

That morning i managed to act as if everything was fine after my outburst in the hallway with noah. I woke him up and he went home to get ready for class that he had in a couple hours, completely clueless of all the things that went on while he was fast asleep. But it was better that way. One less person i've hurt.