Love Always Forgives

Zayne Louise Suarez

Zayne Pov
Hi, I'm Zayne Louis Suarez. Maybe you know a little about me. Well, to be honest, I admit, I did Azariah wrong. But, I really loved her, I had a crush on her even before I decided to ask her out or I mean, before I asked her to be friends. I don't know why I did that to her. I just...got angry about the picture that I saw, she was with a man, and it looks like they're kissing. I just..never thought that Azariah will do that to me. I got mad, I ignored her, I neglected her, I avoided her. I didn't even talked to her and just let her do the things she wants. And then, I agreed to be together with a girl though me and Azariah are still together.

And you know what happened next? Azariah broke up with me, and that hurts me a lot. It took me days to realize my mistake, to realize that I was wrong. So I tried to find her but I failed. Then my Dad forced me to study abroad, but still, I was thinking about Azariah, she's still lingering in my mind. I tried to find her again, but I still failed. I talked to my Dad to give me a chance to go back here and study for my last year in highschool, and he agreed. So I transferred to Thompson Academy, I know it was owned by Jaxon's family, and that's why I enrolled here. I want to make up my mistake from Jaxon, he tried to help me realize my mistake before but I kept on ignoring him. I want to fix our friendship now, cause it do no good for me. I just lost a friend, my best friend, and that's because of my immature self.

During my first day here in Thompson Academy, many students were looking at me. I don't know, but I just let them be. It doesn't harm me anyway. When I entered the cafeteria, everyone was looking at me, but I managed to find a seat to eat comfortably.

Then someone entered while running and shouts 'Louise'. I looked at the student and followed him. He looks familiar tho. Then I saw him going to the table where there are 3 girls and 1 boy, I was shocked to see at who it is, so I look away and just focus on my food. It was Azariah, now I realized that the boy was the man in the picture. So, they are still together until now huh?

If you're asking what I felt to see those two, well, it makes me mad and hurt. I was mad because I kind of feel betrayed, since he was the reason why I acted like that before.

And when I saw Azariah at the bench in front of the school. She was with that boy. I called her but the boy stand up and talked to me. And I thought, I should just talk to Azariah alone and not with this boy. So I left and watched her from afar.

I always watched her from afar, and I realized that I lost someone precious to me just because of my immature self. I acted immature and decide so immaturely that ruined our relationship. I always see Jaxon and that boy with them, and those two girls. It makes me mad when I saw that boy beside Azariah.

And one afternoon, I went to the faculty and saw Azariah, I grab her hands and ask her to talk. She agreed and that made me happy. But our conversation didn't end well. Her words hit me, and I realized, she don't want me in her life. She don't want me to be with her again. Then she left, tears fall down from my eyes. I hurt the person I loved and now.....I am the one who has been hurt by her.

But...I won't give up. Not again, now that I already found her. I will show her that I've changed. I am not the Zayne she knows before. I am now the Zayne who loves her and who is willing to show her my love. And that I won't give up on her.

"I'll make you mine again, Azariah. And when that time comes. I won't ever let you go, I won't hurt you or treat you bad. I will be the man who will love you for the rest of my life. And I will fix what I need to fix when that happens"