Love Always Forgives

Let go

Jaxon Pov
Hi, its me. Well, I will just tell you about what happened when Zayne talked to me, remember?

~~Flashback~~
As I saw Zayne with that girl, I decided to confront him, I took him outside the gymnasium and went to the rooftop.

"Are you out of your mind Zayne? Who is the girl that always waits for you at the gate?" I asked, I raised my voice, enough for him to know that I was mad.

"She's my fiancee" He said. I was shocked and was ready to punch him in the face.

"It isn't my decision. It was my Grandpa." He said.

"What?!" I asked

"We were engaged for about 2 years now. Even before I came back. But I didn't know that I will get to meet Azariah. I never really stopped loving her. I regret what I've done before, I was so happy to see her. I didn't tell her about my engagement, and tried to prove myself to her, I really want her to be mine again....and maybe by that, I will have a reason to talk with Grandpa. But...I'm worried that it might affect his business if we call off the engagement. So I hide it from Azariah" He said, and I can't explain what I'm feeling. Why can't he oppose to that engagement? And why did he try to pursue Louise if he can't even back out to the engagement?

"I tried making memories and happy moments with her..I grab the chance to spend time with her, tho I knew that we won't be together. If you could just let me spend this whole month with her, making memories with her, I promised. I will tell her everything." I frown at him

"I really love her, Vance. I loved her. She is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. She is the one I want to marry. But...there's so many things that won't make me do that. I can't do anything with my Grandpa's decision." He said. I was really mad.

"You can do something, Zayne. You can fight for her. You can talk to your Grandpa and ask him to call off the engagement and just let you be with Louise. If you really love her, you will do anything Zayne, now is not the right time to give up on fighting your love with her." I said, my voice got loud. I was...mad and anger fills my body

"I'm sorry. But...I really can't do anything about this." He said and walk away. Why does he say he can't do anything when there's many things he can do?

I knew this would happen. From the start, I didn't feel right about him. Now, he would hurt Louise again....

~~End of Flashback~~

That's what happened. And I feel a bit angry towards Zayne. His reasons are just....*sigh*..Why would he even pursue Louise if he was already engaged that time?? Is he out of his mind???

Sean Pov
Hi guys, it's me. Well, you see that Jaxon was mad at Zayne right? Me too. I asked him about what happened right after he come back from where they talked. And he told me everything, I was about to go at Zayne and punch him in the face but Jaxon stopped me and was always watching me as we saw Zayne nearby.

I just can't believe why he did that to my cousin. He hurt her once and now he's hurting her again. Why did he ask for forgiveness when he was about to make his mistake again?? What has got into his mind to think of making my cousin fall for him when he can't fight for her?? My hunch was right, he really won't do any good to my cousin. I was never wrong with my hunch tho. I just hope the best for Louise.

Louise Pov
Hi. Well, today is Monday, and my parents already left. And I was walking inside the school. And Zayne was running towards me. Seriously?? Right in this early morning??

"Hi, uhmm are you free after class?" He asked. Will he ask me to hang out again?

"Yup" I said and tried to smile

"Good. I'll wait for you at the gate. We'll hang out later" He said and run away. Why didn't I told him no?? I should have tell him that I was busy...

..

The day was over and I saw Zayne at the gate. And here we go, we went to the park and have some talk about nature, other people's perspectives and beliefs. We had an interesting talk, and I felt happy.

But then, a feeling of guilt comes to me. We were happy about being together but....I can feel how Savannah was feeling, Zayne ignores her most of the time and didn't give her enough attention, cause her fiance was busy giving that to me.. And I've decided, I don't want to continue this, I don't want to know that someone is suffering because of me.

"Ah Zayne. I forgot. May kailangan pala akong gawin" I said then look at him

"Ow I see, Let's go" He said. He brought me home. I sighed and watch him left. How can he act like he's not hiding anything to me??

.........

School are busy preparing for graduation, many students are helping in the decorations and organizing the gymnasium, and even cleaned every part of it. I messaged Zayne to meet me at the park after school.

I arrive at the park early, and I was waiting at him. I saw him from a far, he was running and smiling towards me. He looks really happy, and I would put away those smile with my words. How selfish of me. He sit beside me.

"You know Zayne. I was really happy that we are okay now. We get to hang out together, and do things together. It made me happy to be honest. I enjoyed the times when we're together. I would be lying if I told you that I didn't cherish that moments. It was a happy memory for me and..I won't forget those. I will always remember them." I said. He was now starting to looked confused.

"What are you talking about?" He asked but I just smiled.

"I am not the right girl for you Zayne. You don't deserve me. There's other girls who was more deserving to be with you. Someone who can show you their love, someone who isn't afraid to fall for you and telling you how much they love you. Maybe...you should just focus on your life....find someone who can make you a better person, cause honestly, I didn't do that, I made you worse." I said, his smile fades away, he was frowning

" So I'm telling you to stop your sweet actions, stop giving me gifts and letters. Stop putting your attention to me, cause I do not deserve that. This decision will be for the better for the both of us." I stand up and walk away, my tears are on the verge of falling. He grab my hands, stopping me from walking away.

"Don't leave me, Azariah. Please, I love you. I..I will fix everything, I will fix what I need to fix. Just don't leave me. You are the one who I want to spend my life with. You are the one I want to marry. You're the only one for me, you're the right girl for me." He said. If you really do, then why didn't you tell me everything, why didn't you do anything???

Then he hugs me from behind, wrapping his arms around my chest. My tears fall down, I don't want to let him go but...I need to..for the sake of his family and for the sake of his life. I don't want him to ruin his life because of me.

"I-I'm Sorry. You should...let me go now" I said. Trying to sound normal as I was crying. Then he hugs me tight, not wanting to let me go. Both of us were crying.

"Please Zayne.....I hope...if we would meet again..I hope you find the happiness you deserve" I remove his hands from me and walk away as I was wiping my tears on my face.

See you on the other side......Zayne