Can't get you off my mind [Zarry]-English Translation

#Stay

Zayn's PoV

I couldn't take what happened that night out of my head.

Louis and Liam stormed us with questions when we came home, but we wouldn't take our eyes off eachother.

The day after, as i'd predicted, i had a high fever, but Harry forced me to lay on the couch instead of the bed.
He thought that if i had stayed in my room alone my body was never going to react to my sickness, and recovery would have taken longer.
I did it just because he said it in a too sweet way and i couldn't tell him no.

Now we were on the couch, watching a movie.
I was leaning on Liam's chest and Harry was between Louis' arms.
A bit because of the headach and a bit because of jealousy, i couldn't follow the story. My eyes were fixed on Louis' hand, that was softly caressing the curlie's hair.

I wanted to tear it off.

"How are you feeling?"
My boyfriend squeezed me more on him, fixing the blanket on me and leaving a kiss behind my ear.

"Mh, I'm fine. Just a bit of a headache"

Harry heard us whishpering, he looked up to me and started staring at me, following Liam's movements with his eyes, who was now caressing my waist until reaching my leg.

I smiled when it seemed like there was smoke coming out of his ears, and he answered by rolling his eyes but without being able to hold a smile.

"Mmh,baby, why don't you take the ice-cream from the fridge, so we can eat it a bit" Louis squeezed the curlie on him and kissed him on the cheek to convince him.

"You're a pain in the ass" Harry smirked and sat up while his boyfriend looked at him, with a fake offended look.

"I'll come with you, so i can also take some pills" I took the blanket off my legs, and slightly freezed when i felt the change of temperature.

"All right" Harry payed attention to my movements, ensuring i could stay up on my feet.

When i got next to him i laughed because of his expression.
"What? I'm not that sick"
I pinched his hip and entered the kitchen, feeling him behind me closing the door.

"Come here" He took me from the waist and turned me, pushing me against his chest.

"Hey" I blushed, finding myself very close to his face.

"Hey" He whishpered smiling and putting his lips on mine
"How is my baby doing?"

I laughed without detaching, kissed him again and backed him up a little.
"Remember i'm the oldest here, and i'm okay anyway. But i suggest you don't kiss me, i think i still migh infect you"
I whishpered, not to risk to be heard from the other two.

"Mmh that wouldn't be a bad idea"
He took me from the waist, pulling me closer again
"That might be a good excuse to stay in bed cuddling"
He smirked, leaving me kisses on the shoulder and on the neck.

I laughed and punched him on the chest
"Jerk. Cmon pick the ice-cream"

I poured myself a glass of cold water. Other than the hotness from the fever, now i also had the one from Harry.
I felt like i was burning.

I drunk it all, swallowing the pill with it, and i turned, looking at the curlie, who had a spoon with ice-cream rests on it.

"Hey! It's not nice to start before the others"
I smiled looking at him, and he got closer.

"I wanted to help you"
He smiled, licking his lips, and he turned my face, slowly kissing my neck, leaving there a long, cold and wet trail of kisses.

I opened my mouth and felt the cheek burning
"H-Harry" I bite my lip when he started sucking and biting a flap of skin
"If you live marks Liam will notice"

I felt him stopping when he heard that name, and i watched him as he backed up looked down
"Right"
He picked the ice-cream and went back to the livingroom.

I stayed in the kitchen, thinking about his reaction.

He knew i had a boyfriend. Why did he act like that?

Harry's PoV

I'd given Louis the ice-cream, and he was quietly eating it, after making me swear a hundred times that i didn't wanna taste it.

I wasn't hungry anymore after seeing Liam feeding Zayn and leaving him kisses everytime he got dirty.

He was an adult, and old enough to eat alone, was it necessary?

I wanted to tell him to back off and that Zayn was still with him just because he was sweat and because, by now, he had grown fond.

I sighed at the tenth bite and the raven notice, cause after that he took the spoon from Liam's hands and started eating alone.

I would have wanted to realize my feelings for Zayn long before.
Everything would have been easier and now we woud be together without worrying about hurting others.

I still couldn't believe about the feelings that boy could make me feel.
Everything had happened so fast, he had took me, completely kidnapped me, and i was enchanted by it but also scared.

Those feelings were new to me, and already so strong, although we weren't even together yet.
It still hadn't happen anything concrete beside some kiss.
He had always been important to me. I understood we had a special chemistry since the very first moment, but the way we merged together had been leaving me completely breathless.

He could highlight every quality and defect of mine, without deleting any part of me.
He made me understand that all this aspects were special, because without them i wouldn't be me.

When i was with him i always felt the need to bring him to try new things, wether they were flavours, sounds or colors. To take him to places that only i knew and that had made me feeling feelings that i knew he was the only one able to understand without any explanation from me.
It was like this with Zayn.
We read our eyes. A glance was enough to understand if the other needed comfort or silence.
We'd always been there for eachother. Even when we weren't talking, i kept my contacts with his closest friends to know how he was doing.

When someone asked me what Zayn was to me i could never give a specific anwer, i'd always say that he was "much more than a friend, but something different from a boyfriend" for me.
And it was true, he was unlabeling, because if i'd give him a label, i would have diminished his value.

"Babe what are you thinking about?" Louis tickled me, distracting me from my thoughts, and i realized just then that i'd been staring at the raven the whole time.

"Nothing" I smiled and leant on his shoulder, giving a last look to the boy in front of me, who was now looking at me with his beautiful amber eyes.

Maybe some day i'll be able to give a clear answer, but whatever he was to me, i was sure i couldn't live without him.

Not really how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like i can't live without youIt takes me all the way
*I want you to stay