Can't get you off my mind [Zarry]-English Translation

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PART 2

Zayn's PoV

I'd left my house from a while. I'd decided to go to Louis' by walking since it wasn't so far, and i would have taken advantage of it to take a little walk.

Since i'd fallen asleep after making love with Harry and i'd woke up with him by my side, cuddling me, i felt like i was suspended in the air.

My body was constantly run by a slight tingle that wasn't letting me fully process what had happened, and that he had really came back to me.

I arrived at Louis' place after thirty minutes, and when i stopped in front of his door i started to feel anxious.
He'd happily agreed to see me, and i was happy about it, but now that the moment of talking had arrived i felt like my brain was blurred.

I knocked and after a moment the door was open

"Zayn?"

I raised my eyes to look at his, and i was surprised to see him there.

"Hi Liam"

We'd sat in the kitchen while he was boling the water, and i was taking a look around, noticing that the house wasn't much tidy, but it was still better than i expected.

"Louis is resting. His sisters are at their aunt's"

Liam answered my thoughts, and i nodded when he turned towards me, leaning his back on the kitchen counter.

"Why did you come here?"

I passed a hand through my hair and cleared my throat before starting speaking.
The tension in the air could perfectly be cut with a knife.

"I asked Louis to talk, and he told me i could pass by today"

He nodded and came closer, sitting next to me.

"It's a hard time for him, i hope you can understand that"

I frowned, and gave him a confused look.

"Liam i don't want to talk about anything tat you're thinking of. I want to apologize for not having been there for him in a moment when he needed me. I'm not selfish as you think"

He opened his mouth to answer, but Louis was faster.

"You don't have to apologize Zayn" He sat next to me, and i felt our arms grazing when he did.
"I'm not mad at you" He talked slowly, with his voice still sleepy.

I turned towards him and observed while he was lightening his cigarette.

His eyes were darker and less shiny than usual, they were contoured by dark circles and he also had beard, and his hair weren't as taken care of as always.

"But Lou-" I started

"No" He looked at me and offered a cigarette
"I don't want to hold any grudges with you, not because of the whole Harry situations and not because of anything else. I know you and i know that you care about me, just try not to hurt the curly one, allright?"

I was shocked by his reaction, but after thinking about it i realized that i couldn't expect anything else from him.

He probably just really wanted someone who could give him a shoulder to cry on during that hard time, and Harry had always been there.

"Also, i tried to imagine myself being in your situation with Harry, and i really think that i would have taken the exact same decisions you took to be with him"
I slightly nodded, and with the tail of my eye i saw Liam squeezing his fist while listening to Louis' words.