Can't get you off my mind [Zarry]-English Translation

#Can't Help Falling In Love With You

Harry's PoV

Some day had passed since I'd locked myself in my room, coming out only to eat and drink what was necessary to keep me alive.

Things with Lou were becoming worse.

He kept asking me what was wrong, and I actually knew how to answer him, but now that Zayn was distant I wasn't sure about confessing everything anymore.

I couldn't believe me he'd fooled me like that and with such easiness.

It scared me. He had a powere an influence on me that I wasn't capable to control. I was ruining my relationship with Louis, with whom there were never problems if not the usual little couple discussions,for him.

The most scary thing was that in that moment I wasn't afraid of walking away from Louis and i didn't care if he would have understood or not, I only wanted Zayn to become mine.

I knew I wasn't indifferent to him, but I started doubting that, after all, his feelings weren't as strong as mine.

"Harry, we're going to take some pizza. You wanna come?"

I slightly got my head up from the pillow to look at Louis and made it fall without any delicatness back on it right after.

"Mmh, I'm not feeling to come"

I heard him sighing before going out, shutting the door.

I jumped and sat up on the bed.

I was sure he was going to tell me to go screw and I wouldn't have blame him.

I bent my hair and placed some straws behind my ear. I loved my long hair, but having it always on my face annoyed me.

I went downstairs while checking the news on my phone, and I didn't care to wear something besides boxers because I was alone in the house.

I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge to drink something, but I was distracted from the music of a piano coming from the living room.

I thought they were all out.

I came out of the kitchen with the bottle of water in my hands and came closer to the livingroom door.

He was playing and didn't notice my presence yet.

It was a song I had already heard somewhere else, but it had a different arrangement. It was a lot slower and darker.

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I had chills while listening to those notes. His fingers were slowly caressing the piano keys that, by pushing on its cords, made its sound fill the room.

I could feel all his emotions in that notes, and I had to force myself not to go hug him.

Wise man said only fools rush you

But I can't help falling in love with you

His voice was thin. I could feel it under my skin, sweet but sharp. It sounded like the song was filled with his pain.

Shall I say

Would it be a sin?

If I can't help falling in love with you?

He was pronouncing those words and accompanying them with the piano like if he was talking to someone. Like if that lyric was talking about his feelings.

Like a river flows,

surely to the sea

Darling so it goes

Some things are meant to be

I felt the tears running trough my cheeks.

When had I started crying?

I brought my hands on the cheeks and tried to wipe the damn water that had started falling without my permission.

Take my hand,

take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you

When it ended I couldn't hold my sobs anymore, and he turned to me.

"Harry" He got up, coming closer.

My body moved instinctively from him. I gave him my back while holding my face in my hands, trying not to make him notice that I was crying.

"Hey" He whispered, and I felt a familiar warmness wrapping me.

He hugged me tight and put his face against my shoulders, shaken from the sobs.

"What's the matter? Why are you crying like this?"

I felt his arms hugging me tighter but with such a delicateness, like if he was afraid to break me.

"Why do you think?" I murmured against the palm of my hands.

He made me turn and cupped my face.

He softly caressed my cheeks with his thumbs and followed the run of one of the tears until it arrived on my lips, and he slowly grazed them.

"I was thinking about you while singing"

His eyes moved from my lips and went up to my eyes.

"Mmh" I slowly bite my lip, that after his touch wouldn't stop shacking, and I looked away.

"Too bad you're engaged to Liam, tho"

I heard him sighing and I looked up, noticing his eyes were bright.

"What? I said something true" I took his hand and raised it in front of his face, making him look at the ring.

He looked at it and then intertwined his fingers with mine.

"Harry I can't help falling in love with you, everyday a little more. Haven't you listened to what I sang?" I squeezed his hand, feeling it shacking, and I made him come closer.

"Then leave him and be with me. I can't be away from you or look at you with someone else anymore" I said, keeping my forehead against his.

He put his lips on mine, leaving a sweet kiss.

"Trust me" He whispered without moving "I promise I'll talk to him soon. I can't be away from you anymore either"

I blushed when he slowly bite my lip and rubbed his nose against mine.

I smiled and looked him in the eyes.

"I trust you, Zayn"

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