Can't get you off my mind [Zarry]-English Translation

#Without Me*

Zayn's PoV
2.17 am
Niall left not long ago, but, before he promised me that he was going to visit more.
That guy always succeeded on making me smile.
I remember, every time i was sad on the tour bus, he noticed and came over to listen to me, or even just to be a company.

I was thinking about the song he sung before leaving.
I couldn't stop repeating those words and focusing my attention on the image of only one boy.

I needed to talk to him and clear this up once for all.
I was now sure there was something big between us, but i had the necessity to have a certainty and, most of all, that he felt the same.

I got upstairs and jumped in Louis and Harry's room without even knocking.

I felt my heart and breath stopping when i saw the guy i couldn't get out of my head on top of his bare chest boyfriend.

"I-I"
I quickly looked away, not knowing what to say.
A lot of words came through my mind i wanted to tell him to make him understand how good he made me feel when we were together, how wrong i was when i got with someone that wasn't him, only not to be alone and to feel loved, how i constantly felt the need of his lips, how much i needed him and no one else.
Because i spent a lifetime feeling like something was missing. Like if a part of me got lost and couldn't find its way back to me.
I wanted to tell him how complete i felt when he looked at me, making me meet his green eyes, so shiny and sincere.

I also would have told him that i would have made love with him, and he would have been the first, because it wasn't love with the others.

"Sorry"
Was the only word i could pronounce before closing the door, running downstairs and getting out of the house.

It was late at night and it was raining. I felt like the sky had taken my emotions and transformed them in a storm, and was now crying with me.

Harry's PoV
After saying goodbye to Niall, my boyfriend had literally dragged me in our bedroom.

I wasn't feeling like stopping him while he was kissing me, not even when he made me take off my shirt and get on top of him on the bed.

"I miss you Harry" he whispered as he was kissing my neck "We haven't made love in a long time"

In that moment i realised that, since we moved here, we've made it very few times.

I wasn't feeling the need, and i knew that even if we did it, we wouldn't have felt the same feelings.

Now that we were on the bed i was only hoping he wouldn't notice my disinterest.

I squeezed his hair when he kissed my shoulder.
I started unbuttoning his shirt but the door opened, and my stomach writhed when i saw him on the jamb.

He murmured some words and then disappeared, closing the door.

"What...?" Louis laughed and came back to kissing me.

Why did he come?

He had a weird look on his face, and after looking at us he seemed almost disappointed.

He stayed a bit more to talk to Niall. What if...

I widened my eyes

"Lou" i blocked him, grabbing his arms, and i got off of him to put on a sweater.

"What are you doing?" He got up, looking at me with a concerned look, with the hair still messy because of my hands.

"Zayn was shocked, i have to make sure he's okay"