Anything is possible

Chapter 12

After having left my sweetheart and gone to the station, I'm now waiting for my three friends to arrive. Only few minutes and I'm hugging them again; I miss them so much, they're like sisters to me. I'm very lucky to have met amazing people in so brief time, I used to be shy, introvert and closed in myself, now I'm getting more open to people and sociable. Finally I've changed that bad attitude, being so close isn't good because if you needed help, there wouldn't be someone who would give you. The London atmosphere is having a great impact on me, it's helping me to forget my terrible past and to concentrate on this present and future full of love and happiness. I couldn't believe I would ever find new friends and even a lover, it's unrealistic now too. Who would ever like me? Who would ever choose me among wonderful people when I'm only a common and insignificant dot? Who would ever give me a hand to go on? Who would? I'm such a lunatic, stupid, dreamer, freaking girl! I wouldn't be surprised if I was completely alone with no one, by the way I used to be before. And instead... I've four real best friends (maybe not so many but it's a great number to me), a band, my favourite band, that helps me in everything and a man who loves me, what do I want more? Perhaps only one thing, their happiness. If they are happy, I'm too.

Many trains are coming, but I don't know what is the one they're travelling on. They said they'd arrive at the third track but I can't see the train. I'm calling them, I don't know where to go. I take my phone from my pocket and I search for Abby's number in the contacts.

"Hey Abby, it's Hayley. I'm at the tracks, where are you three?" I ask her

"Oh hi, Hay. Listen, our train left later, so we need an hour more to get there, I'm sorry. I had to inform you sooner." She politely explains me

"Don't worry, it's not your fault. In the meantime I'll go to some shops to spend time."

"I'll warn you when it lacks five minutes. Bye Ginger!" She chuckles

"Bye stupid!"

What can I do in this hour? I can go to the Bakery, or if they're not there to the Beehive. And if they aren't there too I'll spend time fooling around. So I take the metro and in five minutes I'm in Fleet Road, outside I see some fans and I ask them to let me get in because they're blocking the entrance.

"Who are you to have the allow to enter, girl?" A female fan asked me

"I'm a friend of the band, please let me get in." I politely answer

"Can you make them get out? We want to meet them so bad, please help us!" Another one begs

"I'll help you, don't panic! Ops... Coldception!" I laugh

"Haha you're so funny! Thank you so much!"

"They often go back home at about 6pm so if you wait here or come later before they get out, you'll surely meet them!"

"Thank you again, amazing girl!" They said together

"Nothing!" I smile and I ring the doorbell

Luckily they're in and Phil comes to open the door and greeted me with a friendly hug. We head to the recording room and I hear them playing White Shadows, they're rehearsing for the next part of the tour that begins in February. I sit next to him and put the headphones on, they're so great that I'd listen them all days, even when I sleep. The guys finish the song and when they see me, they smile and Jonny walks towards me and leans on for a kiss. Our lips meet and sparks are exploding in me, how can he make me feel like this? He's wonderful.

"Don't you have to be to the station with your friends?" He asked me

"Their train is an hour late, so I'm here because I don't know what to do and where to stay in this time." I tell him