Vibe City; dream smp x reader

Amnesiac

(Y/n)'s P.o.v

I felt something missing within me...

I want to remember...

Why can't I?

I sat on the hill in front of Karl's house. Holding my head in my hands, I figured out I can actually take off my head. I wish I knew why. It feels like I'm missing a part of myself. Tears welled up in my eyes, I was already crying. I'm always crying, but it is different now. A waterfall of tears fell down my cheeks. Crocodile tears. Soon enough there were puddles of my tears. I feel the loud wails trying to escape my throat. I can't remember...!

"Ghostmeiro...?"

I looked up to see Karl standing there worriedly. He walked up to me and sat next to me, he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a hug. I cried into his shoulder and snuggled into him. I'm in need of comfort. Why can't I remember...? I felt red but also very blue. I pulled away from Karl. Blue blood fell down my head, nose, and mouth. Making me stained in blue blood. There was blue blood around my neck too that fell. Bleeding from past wounds? Where did these wounds come from...? I was becoming overwhelmed. Karl's eyes widened and fearful.

"What happened..?" Karl asks quietly.

"Why can't I remember...?" I asked with my voice cracking. He held both of my cheeks, I held his wrists.

"I don't know how to help you but I'm trying to find a way," Karl says with a sweet smile.

"I'm a no-good amnesiac..." I whimpered and shut my eyes looking down. He lifted my head back up.

No one's P.o.v

"Yes, you're an amnesiac but you're so much more than that! You're Ghostmeiro! You're (Y/n)!" Karl says empathically.  She tries to wipe the blood off but it won't stop coming out. He started to wipe the blood out of her face to help her.

"You don't know how I feel..." (Y/n) hiccuped.

"I do!" Karl answered quickly. He felt like if he needed to cut off his arm to see her happy again, he would do it

"You do...? How curious... I'm surprised that a human being can understand how I feel." (Y/n) says quietly yet softly, wiping the tears away from her eyes

"I will do anything for you," Karl says sincerely, holding both of her hands into his.

"Thank you, Karl... I just don't know anymore. I can't remember anything before I became a ghost. It makes me so confused but so angry. I want to remember I really do but I just can't. Everything is so foggy and fuzzy. It feels like a part of me is missing. The other ghosts tell me how I have this son with Glatt and how I use to know them. I don't even know myself." (Y/n) with unsure mixed emotions. Karl wrapped his arms around her head and shoulder gently and pushed her into him. Cuddling the weeping soul comfortingly.

"What do I do Karl...?" (Y/n) says hopelessly. Her like this surprised him. He's so use to her being this strong villainous figure, yet he felt a relief that she could be vulnerable with him.

"You relax for now, take your time and relax. I'll figure out a way to help you get your memories back. You have nice memories now, don't you? Why not focus on those till we get your memories back?" Karl suggests stroking (Y/n)'s hair and squeezing her closer.

Karl's P.o.v

I got to calm Ghostmeiro down, her hair felt so soft/fluffy/curly/straight/waves/any other. I have no clue how I'm going to find a solution but I'm sure I can go to Eret for help. I held her for a little longer on the hill. At least I got her to stop bleeding and sobbing though there are tears at the end of her eyes. Why was she bleeding? The blood was also blue! This all so much, too much.

I'll find a way to get your memories back, Ghostmeiro.

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Authors note: sorry for such the short chapter but there was fluff and some lore at least, I hoped you enjoyed and stay frosty.