SEMISHIRA ONESHOTS

☔️Please Don't Go☔️

Parakeet (or raccoon): Hey Rin did you know that picture at the top isn't Semi, it's Sug- 

Me: WhAT I dONt KNOw wHAT yOuRE tALkiNG aBOUt(#*&%(*

lord help me

ok so this was requested by @lg1626026, thanks for the request and patience! Hope you like it! 

the request was inspired by the song "Please Don't Go" by Abbey Glover :3

so I've done enough of Shirabu suffering, now we doing Semi!! Ayee how fun

so ye

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The bed is colder without Shirabu.

Is there something wrong with me?

I tried, I really tried so hard. 

'Cause I can't seem to keep anyone or anything, anyone or anything 

Couldn't I have just kept him a while longer? That's all I wanted..

Is it the way I walk? The way I talk?

I understand he didn't think we could work. I understand why he left.

How I wish I could change the world?

That doesn't mean it hurts any less.

Is it silly of me, is it silly of me to dream?

He was my everything.

Oh, I try to make everyone happy

My reason to get up in the morning.

But what about

But I guess he couldn't say that about me.

What about me?

Is it me?

Is it too much to ask

What did I do wrong?

Is it too much of a chore?

I wanted this, more than anything.

This someone to stick around unlike everyone before

I guess he couldn't give it to me.

Everyone before

Is it that hard?

Is it the way I dress?

To stay with me? To love me?

My need to impress?

I guess it is.

Or how I'm clearly drenched in loneliness?

My heart aches every day.

And I'm craving, craving something like this

I wanted your love.

Do I feel too much?

Was it that hard to provide me with the one thing I wanted?

Tell me, do I feel to much?

I guess so.

Are you suffocating under my love?

Because now I'm alone.

I can't help it darling I can't help it with you

Your attitude, most people don't like it.

Oh, I try to make everyone happy

For me, I treasured it.

But what about

Your hair? It's your biggest insecurity.

What about me?

I think about it day and night.

Is it too much to ask

Your smile, the one you never show.

Is it too much of a chore?

It's my sun, my light, my life.

This someone to stick around unlike everyone before

I guess you couldn't say the same about me.

Everyone before

Because now, my sheets are cold.

I'm begging you please stay

I've shed so many tears.

I'm begging don't go

And I'm missing you.

Tell me what I've got to change

Are you missing me too?

And I'll do it, I'll do it for you

If you were, I'd be so happy.

I'm begging don't go

I doubt it, though.

I'm begging you please stay

I want you back.

Tell me what I've got to change

Please, come back.

What I've got to change

Could you do that for me?

And I'll do it, I'll do it for you, I do anything for you

I guess you can't.

Why this is happening to me?I try to make everyone happy

Please, why'd you leave me?

But what about

Didn't you say you loved me?

What about me?

Did you really mean it?

Is it too much to ask

Tell me Kenjiro, did you mean it?!

Is it too much of a chore?

I hope you did..

This someone to stick around unlike everyone before

But I guess not.

Everyone before

I loved him, I love him.

Oh, I try to make everyone happy

I wanted to be with him.

But what about

But in the end, I'm alone.

What about me?

My heart is aching.

Is it too much to ask

My lungs burn.

Is it too much of a chore?

I've cried many, many tears.

This someone to stick around unlike everyone before

But he won't come back.

Everyone before

He never will.

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A/N:

ah, angst. Very wonderful.

welp, hope you enjoyed, have a wonderful day/night/afternoon!

I love you all, make sure to stay safe and healthy. Kithes~

-Rin💫