Sunday Morning • Joshua ✓

Sunday Morning || 46

- sophia kim -

By the time I've arrived home it was 6.30 PM. I feel tired and upset. It's just painful for me. THIS is painful for me. I am in a damn dilemma.

As much as I am angry now, maybe I should check his message.

I let out a sigh and unlocked my phone to check on the messages that he sent me. Yes.

Messages.

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Sophia

Sophia were the things
you've told Seungcheol
and Jeonghan earlier
were true ?

Like, for real ?

You're Sooyoung ?

Soph

Please answer me

Soph

Sophia Kim

Please answer me..

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I ignored it. Do I care that I've read it. I don't. It doesn't matter if you've noticed it or not.

Why ? Now that you know I'm Sooyoung, you'd bully me like before ? Maybe even saying that I went through a surgery to look like this. I'm tired of this kind of stuffs.

It was suddenly a notification came in. Another message from him.

I wanted to brush it off until I saw the word "I am sorry"

......

Is he for real ?

I checked the message

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If you really is the Kim
Sooyoung that I used to
make fun of

I am sorry.

I am genuinely sorry

I know you wouldn't
trust me because of how
I used to verbally bullied
you

I know you wouldn't trust
me because I was the
player of the school

A guy who had insulted
you before

A guy who have talked
behind you

But I am genuinely sorry

I know you are reading
this.

Because I know you're
too nice to ignore it

Therefore I'd like to
clear things up and
apologize to you since I
really did mess up

BADLY.

Sophia, I really hope you
could forgive me

I really don't wanna lose
you

I mean it

I genuinely want to get
to know you

I genuinely feel bad and
would like to apologize
properly

So can we meet up
during lunch ?

Please ?

Can you at least give me
another chance ?

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I don't know what I should reply with. I just don't. What if he just wanted to make fun of me once again ? Should I.... Give him another chance ?

I stared at my phone screen. I didn't know what to do. I was in a dilemma.