Sunday Morning • Joshua ✓

Sunday Morning || 58

- sophia kim -

I've quitted my work after that arguement of me with Heeyoung. I don't wanna work at a place that have someone that doesn't like me. I just have no will to see her. I just don't.

A best friend of mine, leaving me for a guy that both of us like. She was the girl I've talked out my worries about during work because two of my besties are busy with school.

I depended on that girl called Jin Heeyoung. She told me she would never do that to me and she's different. Just when I've finally trusted her to its fullest... She left me because she thought I'd try to win Joshua over...

This is so fucking messed up.

Why must everything like this happen to me ? Like what in the hell did I do wrong to go through this ? This is too painful for me to deal...

Maybe it was a sign for me to leave this country for the time being ? I don't know, I've been hurt too much. I just want to forget all of these have ever happened.

But my heart is too heavy to leave this place. My besties. Him...

But then again... Should I maybe do it for the sake of my life ? Maybe I can restart a new life there. Wherein nobody knows me...

I don't know... This is hard for me...