LAW OF ATTRACTION (Author's Reco)

FULL OF REGRETS

JENNIE

And Lisa left me that night five months ago.

The world is crashing down on me everyday.
I realized how stupid I was. I hurt the person I love the most. I was blinded by my desire and made a mistake. I chose to hurt her. I was complacent that Lisa would always stay.
I didn't think of the consequences.
I regret all the things I did.
She doesn't deserve the pain she's having right now because of me.

Look at me now, I can't even smile.
I lost her. I lost my Lisa. I took her for granted, all her love and efforts for me.
I cheated.
I fucking cheated.
I chose temporary happiness over my lifetime joy with Lisa.

Now I am worried where she is.
Is she eating on time? Damn. You were not even checking on her health when you were together, Jennie.
You never did your part as her girlfriend.
Come to think of it. She was always the one who took care of your relationship.
Can you imagine how tired she was each fucking day?
You never even heard her complaining.

I sobbed on my knees realizing everything.

I called my parents and I think it's about time to tell them.
We're on a video call and I don't know where to start.

Me: Dad, Mom? I have something to tell you.

Dad: What is it, our baby? Where's Lisa?

My heart crushed when they looked for Lisa.

Mom: Baby, are you okay? Why are you crying?

Me: Mom, Dad, I— I stopped school. I am pregnant. I am so sorry.

My parents are disappointed. It took a while for them to speak up. I am crying.

Dad: What else can we do? It's there already. We will accept it. Where's Lisa? Tell her talk to us now. We're not mad. I am still happy that you two are having a child.

Shit.
My heart skipped a beat.

Mom: Honey, I think we will look for a helper for you. Now that you are pregnant, you and Lisa need someone to assist you on house chores.

I took a deep breath.

Me: It's— it's not Lisa's.

Dad: What the fuck, Jennie?!

My Dad is in so much anger. He is rubbing his nape and trying to calm down. My mom is crying.

Mom: Where is Lisa?

Me: She moved out five months ago, Mom. I am sorry.

Dad: Of course, she would. If I were on her situation I also would. Who's the father?

Me: Kwon Ji-yong.

Dad: Does he know?

I shook my head.

Dad: Of course, he must not now. And he wouldn't care if he knows. He was once my client Jennie on his divorce with his first wife. She is now married again. What were you thinking?!