Insane For Him Kai Parker

The First Day

Wednesday, September 8, 2021

Kai's POV:

I am frozen in place. I am laying in her bed with her in front of me. When Damon walks in I can't even imagine how bad it looks. "Dad!" Y/N yells at him. I have no idea what to do, he killed me once. She looks scared of him. But I'm still in her bed.

She yells at him to get out. I have no idea what to say, so I get up and try to hold her. Damon looks angry, "Get your hands off her!" She holds me tight, despite the clear anger radiating off her father. I am worried about what is going to happen. A moment ago she was mad at me but now she points it towards her dad.

He looks at me and then back at her. He lunges for me and I quickly run away from him being careful of Y/N. He is human and he can't hurt me, I think. She tries to hold him back but fails due to his strength. He bolts for me again. I hold him with magic, I don't want to hurt him, even after he killed me.

What the hell is this feeling!? I look at Y/N and suddenly I can't focus on anything but her. I feel something so strong, I can't control it. I mean I'm a sociopath, I have never felt anything, surely not like this. I release Damon and then focus on only her. She stares at me with a look of desperation hidden in her eyes.

I walk to her and try to hug her before my mind catches up with what I'm doing. I pull her deep into me, and for once I can take it and enjoy the feeling. I hope that she doesn't mind. My arms are tightly around her shoulders as hers are around my waist.

Y/N's POV:

After my fight with, or whatever that was, with my dad, Kai came and pulled me into a nice hug. It felt good considering who he is. I hug him back and try and snuggle into his chest. He seems unsure but doesn't let go and holds me close.

I have never felt like this before, ever, in my life. I don't know how to feel about it, and I surely couldn't tell him. I never wanted the embrace to end. He pushes me away and looks me in my eyes. He holds my face in his hands. He is so gentle. I enjoy the feeling of his calloused fingers on my face.

He suddenly pulls away and his vampirism shows. I don't know why, but I'm not scared of him. I touch the veins under his eyes and they begin to disappear. I hold his face and find comfort. I have to get to know him, and make him open up to me.

Me and Kai end up talking all night that night about endless things. He was so easy to talk to. I told him my deepest secrets that no one else knew. I couldn't help but start to feel myself develop feelings for him. I knew it was wrong, he was a sociopath. What is wrong with me...? I ended up falling asleep on top of his chest.

THE NEXT DAY

Thursday, September 9, 2021

I wake up next to Kai, and lightly smile at myself. But then it finally hit me. We talked until like 5 in the morning. I am going to be late for school. I scramble around my room trying to get ready. Just as I have my bra and panties on, Kai wakes up. Oh shit.

I am wearing a red lace bra and matching thong panties. I stumble and try to put on clothes but they are all gone. "Kai c'mon give them to me." He avoids it and looks at me. "Your dad already called Ric, you're excused today." I wonder how he knows. "I have vamp hearing, I woke up and heard him." He mumbles something else and all of my clothes appear. "Cloaking spell, smart," I say sarcastically.

He smirks and pulls out his phone. I continue to get dressed. I end up throwing on a red hoodie crop top and black sweats. I go on my bed laying on my stomach next to Kai. He seems uncomfortable. I give him a weird look to see what's wrong.

I notice him shifting his legs uncomfortably and weirdly. I almost can't hold in my laugh. He groans and rolls over. I burst out laughing. I get up and try to roll him over. "Not a chance," he groans. I want to tease him further but he might get mad.

I get on top of him and straddle his mind-body and make him look at me. I sit down on him and feel him. It was the best thing I have ever felt. I feel myself heat up and get off him. "How about you shave," I say, trying to take the attention off the tension between us now.

He gives me a questioning look. Then he scratches at his beard and says, "Yea why not." I walk him to the bathroom, and pull out one of my dad's razors. I start off by sitting on the counter and making him stand between my legs.

I have to tell myself that there is nothing wrong with it. I am just helping him. I put some shaving cream on my hand and rub it into his beard. I giggle at the feeling of it. I start to shave his sideburns and down, wiping the spot with a towel after every wipe and rinsing the razor. 

I finally finished and his face is so smooth. It feels like he has a baby face. And it looks like it too. He looks cute now. I can't help but reach out and run my fingertips along his cheek. I suddenly catch myself and feel myself go red. He takes the towel out of my hands and gets it wet from the sink behind me. He wipes his face with it. Then he sets it down.

He puts his hand on either outside of my thighs on the counter. He leans in really close to my face. I can feel my heart racing, and my breathing is getting heavy. "Y/N I have to confess something." I feel scared and curious at the same time. I look into his beautiful blue grey eyes. I nod my head at him to continue and then he does.