Insane For Him Kai Parker

Making Plans

Saturday, October 9, 2021

Y/N's POV:

I woke up wrapped around Kai once again but today feels different. Better than any in the past month. I know I love him. I was obviously too afraid to admit it out loud. I didn't want to put myself out there and then find out that he doesn't feel the same way, that would definitely suck. Ok so let me catch you up from my POV.

Me and Kai have been hanging out together the past month. He moved into my bedroom, and I got my dad to compromise because of what my mother told me. The day in the bathroom she told me,"You're his humanity, don't waste it." I told her I wouldn't or I nodded my head because we had been crying.

When we get up I get dressed in my bathroom, eat, go to school. Then I get home, eat, shower, and watch TV in bed with Kai until I fall asleep. That was the way it was every single day. I was fine with it being the same, I was happy with where my relationship with Kai was.

It feels nice, being so close to him. Some days I just want to wake up and kiss him, but I don't know how he feels about me. Today is Saturday and I am pretending to sleep just to stay in his arms longer. I enjoyed the feeling of just him. I didn't need anything else, I just loved the feeling of his being next to me or holding me in his arms.

He kisses the top of my head and lays his head back, deep in thought. What could he be thinking about, is all I can think about. I glance up at him and he is pretending to be asleep, it is kind of cute. I get up and he jumps up. "Sorry I didn't mean to wake you." I smile sweetly."As long as I get to wake up with you."

I get myself off him because I am a tangled mess. I lay across my bed and rest my chin on my hands on top of his chest. I smile and giggle at him. I want to kiss him. I know I can't, it's too much to handle. The urge is always there but I guess I will know when the time is right. Won't I? But what if I feel the time is right and he doesn't? I overthink too much, I conclude. He pushes a strand of hair behind my ear.

I get up and get dressed in my room for the first time instead of going to the bathroom. Kai got dressed too so it was less awkward. His body was nice, he had a toned core, not overly muscular and he didn't let me see anything else when he caught me looking.

I put on a black hoodie and black spandex shorts. Kai's outfit is similar only he puts on a black hoodie and black athletic shorts. "Hey let's go somewhere today," he says as we finish getting dressed. "Um, like where were you thinking?" He smirks, "I just want to spend some alone time with you, no matter what we do."

"How about the swimming hole?" I ask? He nods,"Yeah sure sounds amazing." We finish getting ready and then eat quickly. We grab and pack up our stuff and head out the door. I have that feeling that we are forgetting something but I don't know what. 

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