Insane For Him Kai Parker

Perfect Moments

Tuesday, December 21, 2021

Y/N's POV: 

I wake up on Kai, all curled up on him. As I move I still feel a bit sore. It makes me whimper slightly and I just give up until the moment I have to go to the bathroom. I get up and go to the bathroom. I decide to take a shower just to loosen up a bit. 

Last night was amazing but I guess these are the consequences I have to deal with. Kai comes in shortly after to go to the bathroom and then gets in the other side of the shower with me. He seems nervous almost as if he can sense me and my feelings. He walks over and pulls me close to him in an attempt to comfort me. 

It mostly worked. We just stood under the shower water for what seemed like hours. I finally grab my shampoo and wash myself up. Kai gives me a caring smile and does the same. I didn't quite know what to say to him, the silence between us was deafening. But yet the silence was okay because we just were closer in a lot of ways now. 

By the time I get out of the shower all the pain was gone, no remain of all the pain I went through. I tried to get the thoughts out of my head. Everything we did, it was all new and I loved it because we made love. Other things like my self doubt wonder what Kai is thinking and if he feels the same way and thinks it was perfect and okay. 

Kai's POV: 

This morning when I woke up She was already gone. Y/N had already gotten in the shower and was trying to go like normal. When I got in with her I cheated and used some magic to know what she was feeling. She was in total pain and I couldn't tell the difference if it was mental and emotional pain or physical like I hurt her. 

All I could think to do was hug her and hold her close. I felt some of her stress go away from my one gesture. When she grabbed her shampoo I think she was alright, I just tried to give her the best smile I could and take a shower. There was only silence between us and it felt like something was wrong. I wanted to know what she was thinking. 

When we get out of the shower she looks like she is doing better. Last night was the best night of my life and I wanted to express that towards her. I felt like I did something wrong, was she ignoring me, or did she just not know what to say? 

"Are you alright Y/N?" I finally break the silence. She looks at me and then starts to walk towards me across our room. "Kai I am more that alright, I am happier than I have ever been and it's all because of you." I smile and pull her into me. The words I imagined her saying instantly swept away and fixed. 

I rub her back and smooth her hair. She really was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I pull away only to look into her eyes and kiss her. Her lips are soft and had nothing behind them like last night. Sometimes it feels good just to have a nice sweet kiss with her. I was glad she was okay. And last night was absolutely perfect.