Insane For Him Kai Parker

Changing Habits

Monday, October 11, 2021

Y/N's POV:

I wake up and just lay on Kai. I know I have nothing better to do. So I just lay there for hours into the morning. I finally got hungry and went to eat lunch. I quickly eat and then when I get back Kai is awake. Kai just laid in silence, probably unsure of what to say.

I go back downstairs and make grilled cheese and tomato soup for him. I'm tired and just need a break. I would never imagine anything like this happening, just because of Kai. But I need to hold on to him, otherwise I will go crazy.

"Hey Kai." He looks up from eating, he looks sad. I feel bad for him, that I am moping around. He finishes eating and then I do the dishes. Kai comes up behind me and grabs my waist and pulls me in and turns my head around to kiss him. I linger there for a while.

It's a soft and gentle kiss, perfect for what I'm feeling. He doesn't pull away, we just share one long kiss. Until finally,"Y/N I am so sorry that I got you expelled." I look deep into his blue grey eyes. I didn't care, as long as I had him, everything would be perfect.

Just then my dad walks in. He had grown slightly fond of Kai now. He admitted that he was fine now and he would learn to forgive and move on. Kai still backs away from me regardless. I still want him to hold me, but I reluctantly finish dishes.

We head back up to my room and I get dressed, in a black tank top and jean shorts. I do my makeup like I can't when I go to school. I put on bold red lipstick and neutral eyeshadow. I kinda look hot. I was never confident but today I admitted that I looked good.

I tell Kai to get dressed so we can be normal. All he had on was a t-shirt and boxers. No wonder my dad looked at us weird. He probably thought. Oh my god. He probably thought I slept with Kai. I mean I do physically sleep with him, but not like that.

I ran down the stairs to talk to my dad. He is sitting at the table drinking coffee. He eyes me carefully. Okay that's exactly what he thinks. "Dad FYI I didn't have sex with Kai." I spit it out and he spits his coffee out right after. "I'm sorry it probably looked like it, but I swear I didn't."

He just keeps looking at me weird. "Alright fine I believe you." He almost laughs but he holds it back. I ran back upstairs in pure humiliation. Kai laughs when I walk through the door. "Oh my god, you little fucking eavesdropper." He just keeps laughing. I smack him playfully.

He throws me on the bed gently, and pins me down. "Now why would you do that?" He asks. I don't know what to say. I stay silent until he gets off me. I look him up and down and bite my lip, until he catches me. I run around my room giggling. He starts to playfully chase me.

He catches me and holds me. He kisses me, yeah that feels good. "Hey, is it ok if I shower," he says. I smirk for a second,"Only if you let me shower with you." He looks at me weird. "I am just kidding, go ahead."

I go back downstairs to talk to my dad about school. "So will I go to the regular high school?" He stays silent. "Dad c'mon give me answers." He nods his head,"You start at Mystic Falls High next Monday. I called them and told them the situation. Or at least what I could of it."

I take in the information and soak it up. I walk into my room and Kai is already done with his shower. I have no idea how he does things so quickly. I lay on my bed waiting for Kai to finish getting dressed.

Things are quiet but it's ok. Silence is what I need to think. Any little bit of noise and I'm distracted. I need to think about how things will be different. What will be the same? And I'm more scared to go to school with humans than I ever was of supernaturals.

I am excited at the same time but that's difficult, I don't like risks. I heard that girls in high school are super mean. I mean yeah people at the other school were mean but they were punished accordingly. I heard that in public schools they just don't care...

Don't be quiet readers.