Feelings

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the two boys spent a few hours unpacking everything for their new dorm. it was weird living alone in a dorm with just the two of them but if they ever hated living there they could just move back with the others. this wasn't a required thing just something to make hyuck more comfortable.

after they unpacked everything they ordered food and watched movies the rest of the night. there were no scheduled for the rest of the week due to this whole mess.

johnny pov:

moving in with hyuck was probably the best thing to happen to me since debut. of course it's not under the best circumstances but still.

we are now on the second maze runner movie while eating pizza. which i'm glad he's finally doing. management got him off that dumb diet and got him help he needed to try and control his eating disorder.

hyuck is curled up in a ball in my arms watching the movie i can't focus much. over the past few weeks my feelings having increased heavily. i've come to terms with me being gay. but still no one else knows. especially not the company or fans. it may be okay from where i'm originally from, but here ? that's just not allowed

no ones pov:

"hyung?"

"hmm?"

"your hearts beating really fast" haechan told him with a giggle which only made johnny's heart beat faster "are you okay?" haechan got up and looked at johnny

haechan would be lying to himself if he said he didn't like johnny. who wouldn't ? he's tall he's funny he's pretty he's caring he's the person everyone either wants to date or wants to be. haechan just hasn't fully come to terms with himself being gay though. in his mind it wasn't okay for him to be this way and would cost him his career if anyone found out.

"yea i'm fine the movie is just intense" johnny said trying to lie at the fact that his heart was racing because of the younger.

"johnny-hyung i'm tired."

"wanna go to bed?"

"not really we haven't finished the movie." haechan said yawning

"you sure we can finish tomorrow"

"no i wanna finish now"

"whatever you say"

they both went back to watching the movie after a few minutes johnny could hear the soft snores coming from haechan causing him to chuckle to himself.

he stopped the movie knowing hyuck would be mad if he finished it while he was sleeping. he gently picked up the sleeping boy and brought him to their room.

after getting him all tucked in johnny went to shower and change so he could also go to sleep. once done he crawled right into bed with haechan as soon as his body hit the bed hyuck immediately latched himself on to the taller and snuggled into johnny's chest.

"goodnight hyung" haechan said before falling back asleep

he laid there for but just thinking about everything. his feelings, the situation they were in, if he would ever confess or even if hyuck had the same feelings for him. eventually after all that thinking he passed out

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hi

i want to try to go back to this story sorry this was a boring chapter this is more of a filler and it was mostly written while i was having major writing block for this story

a few things

i will be ending the story soon maybe 10 more chapters before i finally wrap up the story :)

also wayv comeback happened so please stream !!

can we talk about the scammys for a sec ??? they REALLY used bts for to get army to watch and screwed them over i feel awful.

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