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~Next day~

I woke up, and made myself coffee. Taeyong is not in his room, and Yuta is still sleeping. Taeyong, probably fell asleep in studio, because we left him there, last night.

I sat down in living room, I light up the fireplace and pulled away the curtains, to reveal scenery of nature. One thing about this living room, is this open concept, big windows that makes room, much more bigger, because of light.

You know that time, when you want to cry, because you don't feel well, but tears just won't come out. Well, yeah, that's how I feel right now. I just feel tired, and confused by everything around me. Everything happened overnight, and it kinda hit me.

I turned on 'Train Wreck by James Arthur' and I made myself comfortable in arm chair, while I'm watching through the window.

~Flashback~

"You okay?" a women asked me, as she saw me crying. "Yeah."i said, lightly, avoiding eye contact." What happened?"she sat down next to me, on bench."I got thrown out from orphanage."i said, looking at my hands.

"What? Why?" she asked, confused. "They said, I lived enough with them. That I have to take care of myself, from now on."I said,while whipping my tears off."Where do you stay now?" she asked me, and I shrugged my shoulders.

"Do you want to stay with me? I live alone, and I have a big house. If you don't trust me, it's okay. But, you can't be alone here, especially at night."she said, concerned. She give me her hand, as I looked up at her, for the first time.

~End of Flashback~

A sudden sound, pulled me back into reality. I realised I've cried, so I whipped it before boys see it. I looked over, from where the sound came from.

Yuta came, trying to do something out of his messy hair, by running his finger through it. He has that puffy face, and he came to me, after spotting me.

"Do you want coffee, I asked showing him my cup."he nodded. Before I could got up, he sat down on my lap, and hugged me." You really are clingy in morning."i said, laughing at how cute he is.

" He used to do that to Mark,but Mark is not really a skin-ship guy."Taeyong said, behind us. Probably, just came out of studio."And I guess, I am. He is so cute."i said, and Taeyong laughed." Coffee?"he asked."Just had one, but I can drink another one. Make one for this bubble-bear too."I said, looking at Yuta.

We got our day going, and I'm trying to remember what happened in nightmare last night. I only know, that I woke up covered in sweat and tears. I guess, I'm thinking to much, and then it made me have nightmares.

"Johnny is calling."Yuta said, sitting up and answering the phone. The minute he picked up, I can hear them yelling about something in the background."Johnny, what kind of noise is behind you?" Taeyong said, as he sat down next to Yuta.

"Too many people in one room, I guess. How's going? Where is Alex?" Johnny said, and I can hear Mark laughing in the background. I came closer, next to Yuta, so I can see him. "She finished her business. Tomorrow, we are coming back."Yuta said, as I put my head on his shoulder.

"Do you miss us?" Mark asked, standing next to Johnny. "Yeah, can't wait to come back."i said, smiling at him."Are you learning choreography?" Taeyong asked, as we can see them in dance studio. "Yeah, we mostly learn it. We are fast learners."Johnny said, proudly as Mark nodded.

"Our Choreographer came, we have to go.Bye."Johnny said before hanging up."Will we be on time?" I asked them. "Yeah, we are not that far from them."Taeyong said, lying down on the couch.

~Back at Korea~

We pulled in front of apartments, and all of us are hella exhausted. It's like, 3am, and as I heard, we have a schedule tomorrow morning,but it's not too early. We got into elevator, and pressed button for 10th floor,while we said goodbye to Taeyong, who came out on 5th.

"How are you feeling?" Yuta asked, leaning on wall of elevator. "Tired."i said exhaling."I mean, beside having a jet leg,.."he asked, looking at me.

"I don't know. I feel like, none of this is real. Me, finally debuting, losing her, my surroundings..everything feels surreal."i said, and he came up to me. He wrapped his arms around my small body, while my head is on his chest.

His heart is beating so fast, that I can feel it, but mine is probably even worst. Every touch he do, makes me shiver, and his warmth, makes me feel like I belong in his arms. 'Weird, right?'

A bell rang, which means we got on our floor. The door opened, but I didn't want him to let me go,and I feel like he isn't planning anything soon. "Have you fell asleep, while holding me?" I joked, and he let me go.

"Almost."he said, looking sleepy. We rolled our suitcases over the long corridor, until we got to our apartment. He unlocked the door, and let me in first. Lights are off, and he turned the one in the living room,so we can see where we are walking.

" I'm so tired."i began winning, while walking to my room."Thank you."i said, lightly, because I don't want to wake others up."You don't have to thank me.Like I told you, I'm here for you. Okay?" he said, poking tip of my nose with his finger, while giving me a smile.

"Good night."I said, smiling at him." Good night."he said, waving in tiny at me. I closed the door, and I got a shower, and went to sleep.

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