¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

¬ T W E N T Y - N I N E ¬

I'm standing in front of our apartment building, but I'm scared to move. A tear run down my cheek, as I don't know what to do. I took a deep breath and exhaled, before moving my foot to a door. I'm going in, and I'll explain it, even if they won't listen, I have to. If they push me away, at least I'll knew that they won't want me in their lives.

I took an elevator and press onto bottom for our floor. I keep tapping with my foot, with nervousness. I took another breath and exhaled once the door opened, and I came there. I walked down the hallway, but the closer I was, I wish if my legs would just turn around and run.

As I was standing in front of door, trying to pull myself together and to knock on the door, someone opened it and it was Yuta. As soon as I saw him, a tear run down my cheek as my legs become weak. He had shocked look, but without a word, he pulled me into a tight hug, as I can hear him crying.

"I'm so sor.."he stopped me, by kissing me. I can't describe all the emotions that are building inside of me."I missed you so fucking much."he said, still holding me."Yuta, what took.."Jaehyun popped over at door, but then he saw me and he looks like he looked death in the eyes.

"Lexy?" he asked barley hearable, as he run to me, almost knocking me down. "OH MY GOD!" he literally yelled, while spinning me around, Yuta is laughing through tears. Boys hear screams as they run out, they had exact same reaction as Jaehyun, Taeyong had the same but he was hesitating to come to me.

As boys stopped hugging me, I opened my arms for Taeyong, his eyes are full of tears. He finally came to me and hugged me tightly, he began sobbing like a small kid, while leaning on my shoulder. We got in, but he still had his arms wrapped around my waist.

"I won't hug you."he said, dramatically pushing me away suddenly."You don't know how we felt these past 2 months! I had to see them suffering and without explanation and actually reason for you to leave us like that. I FUCKING MISSED YOU SO MUCH, ALL OF US DID!" he said, literally fighting urge back to cry again.

I got up and hugged him, as he is crying again."I'm so sorry."i whispered to him, while petting his back so he can calm down. I can see members that have eyes full of tears,so I turned to them."I'll explain all of this to you."i said, as we sat down.

I explained all of it to them, they literally looked at me like they see ghost."Wait, so you literally were a leader of biggest criminals, just like, yesterday?" Yuta asked me, confused as I just nodded. "Police suggested for me not to talk about it, but I can't hide it from you, since I know I hurt you enough by leaving."

"How's your wound?"Yuta asked me, as I remembered I had one."It's healed. I don't have new one, thank God for that."i said sarcastically, as they laughed."I guess, we got you back."Mark said, as he tried to replace Taeyong who won't let me go.

We talked for a while, since it's pretty late, but none was leaving until Taeyong pointed that all of us need sleep. I took Yuta's hand into mine, while placing my hand on his cheek. We said nothing, but our looks were enough. I keep memorising his face, like its our first time meeting.

"The hardest part was when they came here, giving to us all your belongings, even clothes. I never lost hope of you actually coming back. I promised myself that I'll wait, even if it mean years or decades."he said, taking my hand off of his cheek and he kissed it, before taking them into his.

"Mine was, every day in these two months. I felt like I'm missing as a whole. I couldn't be there for any of you, and I didn't even have time to explain."my eyes become watery. He pulled me into his lap and hugged me.

"You are here, that's all that matters."he said, placing a kiss on my forehead. We got up and went into my bedroom. I took a long shower and changed into my pj's. I slide into blanket and into Yuta's warm arms. The safest place, is in his arms. The only place where I belong is here.

~ Next Morning ~

I felt a small kiss on my forehead, which made me smile as I remember that Yuta is sleeping next to me. "Good morning, baby girl."he said that, as I began giggling, while hiding in my blanket,shyly."Good morning, baby."i said, cutely."Are you shy?" he asked me, teasingly, as he pulled off the blanket.

I hit him playfully, still embarrassed by the nickname. He began tickling me, as I tried to run, because his face was devilish. "I'm..gonna wake..others."i said, through laughing. I decided to pull myself up, by my power and I got onto his stomach now.

"I missed this."he said, as he I can see a true happiness on his face."Me too."i said, placing a small kisses on his lips. Someone knocked on door, so I got down, as I can see a disappointing look on Yuta's face. As I said 'come in', Jungwoo's head popped in, but he has covered eyes.

"We are dress, Woo."i said, as he looked through his fingers, but he still haven't removed his hand over his face, while Yuta and I are just laughing at him. 'Cute'."Today, we are planning to have a dinner you mentioned. Also, Breakfast is ready."he said, now taking down the hand, since he saw its clear air.

"We'll come soon."Yuta said, as I nodded. He left, so I got up to go take a shower,but Yuta took me back into bed."Not sure, if we should play now."i said, teasingly."You are lucky we are not alone." he said, giving me a kiss again. "Let's go."i said, and got up.

I took a shower and got out to dress, while Yuta got there. I found a dress that is perfect for spring weather, I matched it with my black doc. Martin boots. I didn't put a lot of makeup, but I made my eyes pop off a bit more and to hide those dark circles which makes me look like a zombie.

"Ready, babe?" Yuta asked, as he got out, already dressed. He wears casual clothes, with a bit of street fashion, which I'm sucker for. "You look nice."he said, before planting a kiss on my forehead." So do you."i said, taking his hand and walking to the door.

We got out and Boys are already sitting on the table, waiting for the last dish, which Taeyong brought in right when we entered."What are your plans for today?"Taeil asked me, as we began eating."Um, I'll probably catch by SHINee boys and then I'll meet Jisoo and Melanie. I'm gonna surprise them."i said, with a little smile.

I cought a little stare from Jaehyun which is sitting next to me, when I mentioned Jisoo and Melanie, but it might just be a reflex. As breakfast went by our chatting about something, Jaehyun is oddly quite and, I swear I saw a heart emoji next to persons name that he is texting.

He might have someone, but I didn't bring it up, since I don't think it's time for that, so I just shrug it off. After we finished, I said byes and took my keys, along with my purse. I decided to meet girls first, so I pulled in front of their dorm.

I got out of my car, and I got inside of building. As I got closer to the door, my nervousness grew bigger, but I tried to ignore it, by knocking on their door. After couple of seconds, the door opened and Jisoo stood there, completely lost and shocked.

"Alex?" she asked, looking at me from head to toes. She hugged me really tight, while crying. "I'm so sorry."i said, while holding her.