¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

• T H I R T Y - F O U R •

"You should've seen that old lady's face when we got in the restaurant."Mark said while laughing his ass off,while telling his story to other about last night. "She thought we are thiefs,because of all the chains and tattoos,also our outfits." He said,as he showed others our group photo. "I can't imagine the reaction."Johnny said,laughing.

"Hey,Alex. Are you gonna join us on last fan meeting?"Jaehyun came into room,looking for me. "Is it good idea? I mean,I wasn't in most of your activities..."I began but Johnny rolled his eyes. "But you were still part of this album,you wrote some of the songs,produced most of them and you sang in them. Now since you are back,you should."Johnny said in serious tone.

"I think I know why is she still not sure."Mark said,as all of them turned to him,including me. "Because of the hate she received..."Mark began but Yuta jumped right in. "You don't have to look it that way,you still have fans. You don't have to give attention to them,besides,all of us have them. You can't hide forever."Yuta said,as Jaehyun nodded. "We will be there,nothing will happen."Jaehyun added as he sat down next to me and pulled me in hug.

"Then,I should call our manager."I said lightly,which made others cheer in happiness. "You will love it."Yuta said,I nodded as Jaehyun is still having his arm around my shoulder. "Then let's go shopping!!"I yelled,which made Jaehyun cover his ear and boys are laughing. I got up dramatically and looked over them. "Who's coming with me?"I asked,Johnny and Jaehyun jumped from their spot and got next to me.

"Yuta? Mark?"I asked them,but I saw Yuta having apologetic look. "I need to go to company with Mark because of our outfits,but if I finish it in time,I promise I'll come. "Yuta said,as Mark nodded. "No problem,after you finish call us."I said to him and give him a quick pack and then went to other rooms to ask others. "Jungwoo said he is about to take a nap,Taeil will go with us and Taeyong also said he needs to buy something for him.

"I'm in front."Jaehyun yelled like a kid and run up to my car,while other of us are walking behind him. Boys got in back of my car and Jaehyun is beside me. "Can you turn on the radio?"I asked Jaehyun,as I pulled up on streets. Friends by Chase Atlantic began playing and Jaehyun give me a look. "What?!" I asked him.

"You have this type of music in your car?!"Johnny asked me shocked. "Yeah,well I love their music. I can turn it to metal,if you...want."but I was interrupted by music volume and boys singing. "I guess not."I said to myself while smiling. We sang our lungs out at Church and Into it,before we pulled up in front of Shopping center.

"Let's go here first."Jaehyun literally pulled me into one of the shops and boys followed us. It has a lot of expensive and formal things. "Wow,this dress is so pretty."I said to myself,while the boys are looking around. "You should buy it."Jaehyun appeared out of nowhere,both of us now staring at it. "It's not like I don't have money,I just don't think I can wear this anywhere. It's too glamorous."I said to him.

We got back into men's section and now we have like a fashion show,which even I participated while wearing man's clothes. We literally were obsessed with some pieces and boys decided to buy it. They found really nice stuff in here,but we went to another ones. We found some jewelry, mostly me, but they bought some hoodies and shoes.

I found some nice boots and sneakers,the last sneakers were old now and since I'm into box training again,I need new pair. "Let's look at the furniture."I said, as we walk by the furniture shop. We got there,I think those shop workers were sick of us. We made some shows and we tried on literally every bed,with all 5 of us lying on them.

"I was actually looking for a chair like this. What do you think?"Taeyong asked  me,since other crackheads are playing around again and I'm only "normal" one. "That would look nice. It goes well with colors of your room."I give him a warm smile as he happily giggled. "I'm gonna buy it."he said and then we finally decided to sit down in one of the coffee shops in Mall.

"My feet are killing me."I said,as I set down. "Yeah,we've been here for hours. At least we had fun."Johnny said,as others smiled. "You didn't buy much for yourself?"Jaehyun said,as he looked at two bags of mine,which are boots, sneakers and jewelry. "I don't like buying much,just what I need."I said to him. "That's fine,I guess."Jaehyun said,as we ordered coffee for ourselves.

We chatted for some time and then we decided to head to car. "Um,I forgot something. I'll be back in a minute."Jaehyun said,as he run back in and we headed to the car. "Have you talked to manager?"Johnny asked,I nodded. "Yeah,he said I told him just in time."I said,giving them a small smile. "Are you nervous?"Taeyong asked me.

"I don't know. Maybe tomorrow I'll feel it."I said,while they had symphatic looks. We waited for Jaehyun and it didn't take long until he came back. "Let's go."I said,as we got back into car. It didn't took us long until we got back home,with music time flies. "I wish we can go more often like this. I feel full of energy."Taeil said and I smiled.

"Well,if none wants to go with you,just call me."I said to him and winked at him,which made him smile. "Sure."he said lightly,as we got into garage. We took our bags and went to elevator. I checked my phone to see if Yuta and Mark called but they didn't,I guess they still haven't finished. I wrote to Yuta message that we are home,so that they don't look for us in mall.

As I was watching messages,one message caught my eye. It's American number,which makes it strange. I put my phone into pocket so I don't have to read it right now. "Yuta?"Taeil asked. "No,I got message from someone from America."I said,I couldn't help to not show worry after I said that. "What does it say?"Johnny asked me seriously.

"Haven't read it yet."I said,the door of elevator opened up and we got on our floor. They didn't ask anything anymore,they just nodded. After,I got into my room,I decided to finally see my message.

Heyy,Lexa. It's been a long time. I heard you are in a Korean band,how's going with them? I hope we can make things better between us. I know I said a lot of bad things to you and I think about it a lot. I'm sorry for everything.

-Ella

I felt like something is stabbing me in heart. I haven't heard of her in a long time. I was trying so hard to make things better between us but she pushed me away. She began with drugs and alcohol,she accused me of literally being responsible for our friends death.  Every word of hers scared me deeply,because she was like a sister to me.

I got onto my bed and curled up in ball,but I wasn't crying. I was just lying there,emotionless,while staring at one dot on wall. I guess,over time my tears dried up. After couple of minutes complete silence,I decided to get up. I took my black coat again and headed to the main door of apartment. "I'll be back late. I'll be okay,so don't worry."I yelled over apartment since others were in their rooms.

I wrote message to Yuta about being out  as I got into my car. I turned on radio,so something can pull my mind into reality. Missing you by BTOB started and I turned up the sound. I drived over the night city streets. As I was driving,something caught my eye so I stopped on first empty parking stop.

I looked to a homeless man,he was lying on street with only one thin jacket over him. I got out of my car and went into first store. I made bought over 100 hot meals,as the women was packing it,I decided to go to that man. "Sir?"I said lightly,so I don't scare him. He looked up at me,I can see that he is shivering because of cold weather.

"Wanna help me with something?"I asked him,and he didn't think too much,he got up. "I want to help you,do you know where is more people that is in situation like you?"I asked him,I was how his eyes lit up as I said it. "Yes,I will show you."he said,as a smile appeared on his face. Women in shop called me in,to signal that meals are ready. He helped me,with couple more workers from shop.

We went to alley behind the shop,it didn't took us long until we got in front of a lot of shelters. Honestly,my heart become tighter as I saw where they are living. It's really cold and floor is wet from rains that were these past days and even months. I give each and every person a meal and money. I saw them in all ages,from small kids to elderly people.

Once women asked me to come in her shelter,she lives with her younger daughter. "Thank you so much."women said,I can see that her eyes are full of tears,but she is trying to hide it in front of her daughter. "How long are you like this?"I asked her lightly. "Since her birth. My husband kicked me out."she said,as she caressed her daughters head.

I honestly couldn't hold back my tears as she said that. I talked to all of them and heard their stories. Even small happiness in their eyes,made me happier.