¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

¬ T W E N T Y-O N E ¬

~One week later~

It's been pretty busy these past week. Me and Yuta are spending almost all the time together, and even members would tease us,which is nothing new. We are learning choreography for our new Japanese album, and also we recorded it, but still not all of them.

"Lexy, get up. You lazy ass."Jaehyun literally keeps jumping over the bed, while I'm growling."You better stop, or I'll get up and beat you."i said, throwing pillows from my bed at him."Lex, you've got mail."Yuta came in the room, holding an envelope.

Jaehyun stopped jumping and I got up into sitting position."From who?" I asked, confused since I know none writes me like that. "Nothing is written on it, only your name."he said, shrugging his shoulders while giving it to me.

I went with my fingers though my hair, so all hair is off my face, I took it into my hands."We'll leave you alone. If you need us, we'll be in living room."Yuta said, giving a 'let's go' sign to curious Jaehyun, who just nodded leaving behind him. I opened it, and began reading.

'You keep ignoring us, I guess you forgot that we are your parents. We want you to accept us and to share all the earnings with us. You really think we'll let you go? Stop being stubborn,because if you don't, all the media will know that even we left you alone. Your "idol" image will be ruined.'

I can't breath, I feel like I'll have a panic attack. I jumped up to the door and locked it up, since I don't want boys to see me like this. I stood in the middle of room, trying to calm myself down. I'm trying to breath easily and to concentrate on my surroundings.

After finally getting my senses back, I began sobbing. Rage and fear came together, I pushed everything off from my nightstand, it broke into pieces. I grabbed vase and slammed it onto wall, breaking it. I sat down, dragging my legs closer to my chest.

Loud knocks and yelling is coming from my door. I stopped crying, whipping away my tears. I got up and moved glass from vase, from my way. I opened the door, giving them smile, as all of them are just standing there in shock. I think I'll go crazy.

"Are you okay?"Yuta asked, taking both of my hands into his, while looking me in the eyes."Yes, I am. I'll just take a walk."i said, moving past them, as they just stood there completely confused. I took my jacket from hook and left the apartment.

I don't want to leave far, nor I want to see people, so I took a stairs and went to rooftop.

~Yuta's POV~

I stood there, as she just walked past me. She really looked bad, but she looked like she really needs it, so I let her go. Jaehyun went into room, taking a paper from the floor. I got up to him, as his face made weird expression.

"What's wrong?" I asked him, as he just give it to me, while he is looking over the room. "Her own parents are like this?!" he said through his teeth, full of rage. After going over the letter, realising everything.

"I'll look for her."i said, going out of her room, and taking my jacket before leaving apartment. Rage and fear came together. I'm scared she won't take it and do something. I don't want to lose her. As I was about to get into elevator, I remember that she always goes to rooftop.

~Alex's POV~

I sat down on the edge of building, with a lighted cigarette in my hands. My hands are shaking and my mind if full of thoughts. I don't care if others judge me, or if they find it as a bad thing, I just don't want boys or company to get into trouble because of me.

Yeah, all of them know about that part of my past, it would be much easier if I was only in this shit. I sigh, looking at view in front of me. I just want to disappear, away from all this bullshit called life.