She auditioned for SM Entertainment, but didn't know that she will be member of a boy group. Being the only girl in band, she will face a lot of things coming her way.
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Today we are filming Resonance Music Video, and this is my first time being in a music video or in general, being on the camera. I couldn't sleep at all, because of how nervous I am.
We got here, and they are building set for us, like a stage. That's the only part I'm in, because I just got into 127 unit. All black outfits are ready, and it's hectic in dressing room,and since I'm the only girl, I have to wait.
"Alex, Alex?!" I can hear manager looking for me, somewhere in hallway, I got up and looked out. "Here, sir."i said, waving at him over the crowd, so he can see me."Come here."he said, pointing at the door, next to him before he got in there. I walked around, trying not to bump into people who are doing their job.
I got in, and he told me to sit down."Is there a part you want to be in? I mean there is 4 songs in here, so if you do, you got to tell us right now."he said, in between looking outside to see if everything will be on time.
"Wherever you want to put me, I know all the choreographies, but don't put me if it means replacing other members, I don't want that. All of them have their parts and they deserve screen time."i said, and he nodded.
"We can put you in, you can dance. Of course, if you want to."he said, raising his eyebrow."Yeah, sure. But as I said, if it means replacing them, then don't do it."i said." No, you won't. Believe me, we just want you to get more screen time, even if it means you being in a back. We want to promote you, since you are new."he said, and I nodded." Okay."
"Miss Alex, you need to get ready. We have shooting for main part."a staff came to door, and I got up."I'll explain to the crew and boys, you go get ready."he said, as we left but on separate ways.
I got into one of the make up room, and they began applying it on me."Hey, Alex. Are you nervous?" Taeyong's head popped around the frame of doors, looking at me. "Yeah, pretty much. Look at you, damn you look good."I said, looking at him, as he got into room.
"Do I?" he spinned around like a small kid, who got compliment. "You look hot af."i said, laughing, but trying not to get scolded by make up artist."Thank you."he said smirking, while crossing his legs on a chair next to me.
"Have you talked to manager?" I asked him, and he raised his eyebrow in confusion. "Did I have to talk to him?" he asked, looking around. "Well, he wanted me to be part of other units cuts of their song, as a dancer in the back."i said, trying to keep my face steady, since she is drawing my eyebrows.
"I'll search for him then."he said standing up."Oh, so you are leaving me?" I began winning and he laughed, poking my nose. "I'll be back you little baby."he said, smiling and leaving me.
I got my makeup finished, and my make up is darker, which makes my eyes pop out, and I have red lipstick. I like these kind of dark concepts. I changed room, and got into my black costume,which is so sexy and I love it.
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They didn't want, nor did I want to cover my tattoos. My hair is put down, and couple days ago, I got my hair dyed again but this time I have ashy blonde hair, which I'm so in love with. I have a small waves, which are made after I put on my outfit, since they didn't want it to be ruined.
After I was finished with everything, and apparently I'm the last one to be finished, staff escorted me to the set. I got there and politely bowed to stuff that is working. I spotted my noisy boys, that are louder then the music that is playing in background, not suprised.
As I was walking there, they become quiet. I looked up at them, and they are staring at me. "What?!" I looked at myself down, if everything is on place. "Is it too much?" I asked, as they are looking at me from head to toes, with mouth wide open.
"You look..stunning!" Taeyong said, and others are just nodding fastly, not taking their eyes off. "Thank you."i said cutely, blushing."That acting is not going so well with..how you look."Jaehyun said, somehow. I hit him lightly, smiling.
"Asshole."i said, jokingly."I know, it looks hoe like, you don't have to remind me."i said, rolling my eyes."No, but you look so beautiful."Yuta said and I smiled embarrassed.
"You guys are also so handsome,like holy shit. Look at you!" I said, looking around the 23 boys. "Thank you,but we are sure, you'll be the main character in this music video."Johnny said, smirking.
"Bitch, I can't shine that much, being surrounded with a beauties like you all are."i said, and Mark's laugh began echoing around the set." Real question is, how will you dance in that?"Jeno said, pointing at my long heel boots.
"Are you doubting me?"I asked him, raising my eyebrow at him."I guess not."he said, taken back by my attitude, while laughing it off. We then chatted for a little until everything was ready.
"Set is ready, take your positions."choreographer said, and we walked on set. He told us where to stand on first part, where camera is going over all members. After we finished with that, we got a small pause.
Boys are all over the place, and everyone is pretty much hyped up. After some of them were shooting for camera, that's filming behind the scenes I went to Ten, who is dancing.
"Hey, Tennie."i said, and he looked at me."Hey."he said, pulling me into a hug, while having a huge smile."Are you nervous?" he asked me, but he is still not letting me go. "Yeah, a bit."i said and he let me go, to look at my eyes.
"You'll do great, sweetie. I believe in you."he said, with a warm smile."Thank you."i said, smiling at him. We then did a dance, but mostly both of us are fooling around,so Xiaojun and Hendry came to join us.
We shot a Resonance for the first time, and then Ten had to do the spin and make a effect like he is hitting camera, but he actually did hit it. So, we are now watching footage. As soon it popped on screen boys began cheering, but out of embarrassment, he run into my arms.
"Don't worry about it."i whispered to him, petting his back, and Lucas came to check on him too. We started over again, and now it was time for us to do, with drones.
As I was talking with Jaehyun and Yuta, Lucas and Renjun asked if he can lift Lucas. He did, barely but we laughed, since he is so tiny. "Can I lift you?" Lucas asked me, but before I could say anything I was already in his arm in bridal style.
"Wow, you are like feather."Lucas joked, while I rolled my eyes."What did you expect?" I said laughing, my eyes got onto Yuta, he is staring at Lucas weirdly, literally if look can kill, Lucas would be dead now.
Even Lucas probably saw it, since he let me down. After that Yuta walked away and now, Mark joined us. I keep looking for Yuta around the set, but I can't see him, since it's dark and a lot of people is on stage.
Drones began flowing around our head, which is controlled horribly, since it keeps going down and up. Then Xiaojun, tried to hit it with his jacket. He is a kid, seriously. Suddenly, drone fell down, and he run to get it.
We began shooting the last shot, with drones. We finally finished it,but now it's time for us to shoot Make a Wish, Work It, 90's Love. So, we got like an hour to chill and get into our new clothes, since Make a Wish is a first one to be shoot.
I got out to changing room and lie down on one of the sofas. None here, which is good. I literally want to sleep, since we've been shooting for a couple of hours already. I found my long coat and put it over me. I fall asleep right away.
