¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

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"Let's get a drink."Jaehyun said,as he already pulled me down the streets. We just finished with dance studio, I'm tired but I want to hear more about him and Jisoo. "Where are we going?"I asked him,as he was calling taxi. "Goyang. We can't go out here,since someone might recognize us."he said,as one pulled right in front of us.

"Dude,it's 2am and we have to wake up at 8am."I said,as he just ignored me,but instead he just give me a small smile. "Fine then."I said,as I looked out of window at the beautiful scenery of lights and empty streets. It took us some time until we finally got there.

"Let's go here."he said,as taxi pulled us in front of small fast food shop. As soon as I got in, Mrs. Lee smiled wide at us. "Lexyy."he run into my arms,while she held me tight. Jaehyun just stood there,giving me a look. "And this handsome guy is?"she asked me,as she give him a warm smile and pull her hand out for him to shake.

"This is Jaehyun. Jaehyun,this is Mrs. Lee."I said,as he took her hand. "Sit there,I'll come right away."she said,before she went away and Jaehyun and I took a seat right next to window. "You've been here?"he asked me,so I nodded. "Yeah,a few times. I used to meet boys here while I was trainee, and here is also where Yuta and I go."I said,as he nodded.

"Wondering what she is thinking now."he said,as he smiled. "That I change boys more often then my socks."I said,teasingly as he began laughing. "Yeah,probably."he said,as he keeps laughing. "So,you and Jisoo."I began,as he nodded lightly,while playing with his fingers. "How long is that going on?"I asked,as he looked up.

"We are dating now for like a month. It started the day you went away and none could've get hold of you. She came at apartment,looking for you. She was a mess,so I give her comfort. I saw her before with you and she caught my eye. We kept in touch,in case you come back,but..then we kinda clicked. Since then,we had a thing until I finally collected my balls to ask her to be my girlfriend."he finished,as I set there in silence.

"You are too quiet.."he said,as he tries not to show how tensed he is. "I'm happy for you,but don't break her heart."I began. "I know,you will break my neck."he said,as he smiled. "That's right."I said,as I give him serious look,which made him take off that smile. "What can I get you?"a waitress came to us. "A bottle of Soju."I said.

"You seem kinda off these days."he said,before he took a sip of soju. "I'm not sure why."I said,as I try to brush it off, because I might cry after couple more glasses. "I can see that something is bothering you."he said,as he give me a look to spit it out. "I was trained to kill."I said,as I took another glass. I can feel his look burning my skin.

"I had to kill people. They were bad,but it's not easy either way."I said,as I looked up at him,while he has shocked look. "You killed someone."he said,bearly hearable. "It changed me a lot,those 2 months were like hell to me."I finished. "The biggest fear was,once I come back that all of you would turn your back on me,because I did that to you."I said,as I looked up so tears won't come out,because they been collecting at the bottom.

He got up and hugged me,really tight,but in that moment I couldn't hold them back. I was sobbing in his arms,while he didn't say anything. "We would never turn our backs on you. You don't realize how special you are to each and every member,they were devastated once you left. Lucas haven't talked much,Yuta hasn't been himself,Taeyong is trying to keep everything in check but he feels like he is slipping because you were his beam. I become more cold,Johnny didn't mess around anymore. Even WayV members become more off once you left. Yesterday,the scene you saw with Jungwoo and Mark,that haven't happen in a really long time. You give more life into all of that. Just because you haven't been here since the beginning, that doesn't mean you are not part of us. You are type of person that gets under the skin and is hard to push out."he said,as I can feel that he become emotional.

"So,you are telling me that,once I'm there,there is a mess around the apartment."I said sarcastically,as I can feel that he is laughing lightly. "After all I said,the only thing that you picked up is that?"he said,as he laughed,while I was just giggling. "You really are something,Aleksandra."he said,as he pulled away.

"Thank you for that,I feel lightly a bit now. I really missed all of you and I even began to appreciate the small bedroom,a bathroom that is always cold,your time,everything."I said,as he smiled warmly. "That's all that matters."he said,as he got back into his seat. "You are strong women. Stronger then anyone ever was,you went through a lot and you still manage to light up the rooms."he said,as he took another sip of his drink.

"This is good. After those expensive Whiskeys,this hits better."I said,as he laughed. "Tell me about your life as 'Mafia leader'."he said,curiously as he waited for me to tell him. We talked for some time,I told him everything. Most of part had him shook,but interesting. After that we hanged up with Mrs. Lee and then decided to go back. It's already 4am,which we didn't even realize.