¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

¬ T W E N T Y - S I X ¬

I got home and I have to lye down, as usual. Boys are practicing for new Comeback, but there is always someone at home,so they can take care of me. I hate when people have to take care of me, or when they can't do something because I'm in way.

I turned on 'Streetlight' by Changbin (Stray Kids), while I'm looking at ceiling in front of me. I relate to every single word said here, which hurts. I sang it lightly, while holding back tears.

After I realised that I got into daydreaming, after this song, I pulled myself back and got up, while holding bandage, so it won't hurt much when I get up. I stood up, but not sure if I should leave room or not. I kinda don't want to have these thoughts right now, but at the same time, I don't want to see anyone.

"Fuck it."i said, and walked out of my room, into living room, where Taeyong was sitting and listening to some music on TV, while he is on his laptop."You shouldn't walk alone, you need to call me."Taeyong said, as soon as he saw me, he got up and helped me sit."I can do it. I need to walk more, I'll get back into dance studio next week. And I hate lying down whole day."i said, making myself comfortable.

"You know what Doctor said, you can't go back until you are fully recovered."he said as I rolled my eyes."I guess you already know me enough, to know that I won't listen to that. We work hard on this, and we will finish it together." i said, as he give me a concerned look.

"What if you get worst? You know that you are still in a critical condition. We would love you to be here with us, but what we really want, is you to get better and that won't happen, if you don't take care of yourself." he said, taking my hand and looking me in the eyes with Bubu eyes of his.

"Okay, fine. But I'll still work on music, you can't take that away from me."i said, with a serious look as he just smiled."Whatever it needs. I'll literally bring you a whole studio set here, if it's mean for you to stay calm and don't do some shit."he said, teasingly.

"Oh, I can still change my mind."i said, in a sassy voice as he panicked."Okay, okay. I won't tease you."he said, as I laughed at him." What are you doing?"I asked him, pointing with my head onto his laptop in front of us.

"Not sure, I have inspiration to compose something, but not sure where to start."he sighed, sitting in front of his laptop."I can help you with that."i said, getting closer to him, so I can see where he is at, with composing.

We work on it for like 2 hours, with pauses every once in while, since I can sit for too long, it begin to hurt, so I have to walk or change position."If there is a chance of you working with someone, outside of NCT, who would it be? Who comes first into your head?" he asked me out of nowhere.

I looked at him, thinking about it. "Changbin from Stray Kids, he has really good lyrics and he can sing and rap. I mean other members can as well, but I think we would more relate into the same music and stuff."i said, I can see him thinking while having a confused look.

"Oh, yeah. I know him, he has that raspy deep voice."he said, smiling." Yeah, I've actually been fan since I saw him on Masked Singer. Ever since then, I kinda wanted to work with him, but he is in other agency and I was trainee back then."i said, as he nodded with a grin.

"You can work with him, just contact him."he said, as I shrugged my shoulders."I'll think about it."i said, as we listened to music over TV. My eyes are heavy from strong painkillers I took. I fell asleep, even though I tried so hard not to.

I woke up from someone making sound. I squeezed my eyes, before rubbing it."I told you to be quiet."Yuta said to someone, as I looked around me. I saw Jungwoo and Mark with guilty look, while Yuta looks pissed.

"It's okay, I had to wake up anyway." i took off blanket, that Taeyong probably put over me. "Lye down, don't pressure the wound."Jaehyun said, who just got into room. I didn't listen to it, I hate those words."How was practice?"i asked them, making myself comfortable.

"Pretty good. We finished in recording studio and then had a little touch ups on our choreo."Mark said, with a proud smile."I agreed with Taeyong. I won't be there in this Comeback."i said, as they give me mixed looks.

"I think it's better for you."Yuta said, with a warm smile."We will miss a mood maker, but it's best for you." Jaehyun said, who sat down next to me, and messed my hair with a tease smile. "I'm still watching you."i said with a evil smirk." Oh, shit. I got chills."Mark said, rubbing his arms.

Taeyong and I wrapped the song, boys helped us by giving their advices. It's gonna be Taeyong's solo song, which is really cool. We got dinner and all boys came home. Ten called me after dinner, with WayV behind him.

Also, Jisoo and Melanie called to check on me. They asked if they can meet me, so I agreed for them coming here, which I'm happy is not banned. Boys are aware, so they asked if they should leave the apartment, but to me, its completely fine. They are coming tomorrow, and I can't wait to see them.