¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

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I picked up Jisoo and Melanie at my old dorm, and now we are heading somewhere to eat. "Have have you been girls?" I asked them, and they both give me a sad look. "What? Did something happened? Who I have to kill?" I began talking too fast.

"We missed you!"they said, and we made a group hug." I missed you too, girls."i said, as we are fake crying."We are practicing and there is a rumour in company that we might debute next year."she said, and we basically screamed.

" Wow, I'm so happy for you guys!"I said, happily."How is it with boys? Do they treat you well?" Jisoo asked, seriously. "Yeah, they really are the best. I'm glad I become part of their family. I'm only sad, that you are not there as well."i said, looking at the ground.

" I know, but that's fate. At least, you are happy. I know, that you couldn't take shit from Maya and that's why you didn't have friendship with anyone, expect from us. But Maya left, and other girls become better, since there is no toxic influence like before."Melanie said, happy at what she is saying.

"I'm glad, it's like that. At least, it's probably much more peaceful there."i said, as we got in front of restaurant."Believe me, much better." Jisoo said, putting her arm around my shoulder as we got in.

We eat, talked, went to shopping, got a coffee, and now we are at park, both of them are lying on my legs as I'm sitting down. I took out of my purse a pack of cigarettes, I looked around and none was there.

I'm wearing bucket hat, so it would be hard to recognise me, and also it's getting a little darker. "You haven't stopped, a?" Jisoo asked, taking one too. "I did, but after aunt's death and shit that was thrown on me, I began again."i said, before lighting it up.

"Does boys know about it?"Melanie asked."Some of them. I kinda feel they would be disappointed, if they know."i said looking at the nature.

"You should put your defence walls down, you know. We barely knew anything about you, when we just met you and I know that you are doing the same with them." Jisoo said, seriously.

"Yeah, I know. I learned to be that way, and it's kinda hard to put them down."i said, knowing that what she said is a true."Just trust them."she said, taking my cold hands into hers.

"I do trust them, it's not like I don't. It's just... Damn, I don't even know."i said, letting out the cloud of smoke."Yeah, I know. Maybe, over time, it will change."she said, giving me a warm smile.

"Jaehyun tried to talk to me, also Yuta and Taeyong. I know that it's not easy to look someone suffer, and you don't know why. I know how it feels, when you do that. I just don't know how to open up."i said, before letting out a loud sigh.

We talked a little bit more, and we took a taxi to their dorm, I left them there, we said our goodbyes and I went to my dorm. I got in, and there is a lot of noice coming from a living room.

"How was 'the date'?" Johnny asked right away when I stepped in. "What date?" Taeyong asked, looking at Johnny confused. "Well she had a date today. I guess it was a good one, since she was out whole day."he said, winking at me.

Since Taeyong didn't got his answer from Johnny, he searched for them from me, by giving me a look."I just met with my friends, that I used to be trainee with."i said, rolling my eyes.

The room was full of people, to be exact, whole NCT 127 is sitting here. Some of them are on the floor and some of them are sitting on couch. I put off my jacket and sat down next to Yuta.

I leaned my head on his shoulder, he looked down on me, giving me warm smile. "I'm bored, what should we do?"Taeyong asked, and boys looked at him."How about Truth or Dare, but Dares can't be too extreme."Mark said, and we nodded.

Jaehyun finished his beer and put it in the centre."This will work."he said, sitting down on his place."We need to make a better circle."Taeyong said, and  they moved.

"Okay, who is spinning first?"Jaehyun asked, looking around the room."I'll do."I said, getting closer, before spinning it. It landed on Taeyong."Truth or Dare? " I asked him, and he give me a smile.

"Truth. "he said, smiling."What is your biggest regret?" I asked him, smirking at him. "Probably, trying to explain Whiplash and messing it up, more then it was."he said, embarrassed.

"Dude, you should've just told the truth back then, fans already knows."i said, teasingly."Yeah, I know but my brain stopped working."he said, while rolling his eyes and the boys are just laughing.

"Shorty give me, Whip-Whiplash!" I began singing and he hid his face, while boys were laughing even more. "Baby, you're a bad girl, watch your mouth."Yuta began singing to me, while smirking.

"Dude, don't even make me started on Highway to Heaven..."i said giving him a warning look, along with smirk. Boys laughed at that and my reaction."Okay, let's move on."Taeyong said, spinning the bottle.

It took a couple of spins, until it landed on me."Did you had a boyfriend? And if not, then crush? Who was your first crush?" Jaehyun asked, and I can feel stares on me.

"My first crush was when I was like 13 or something.. And he ended up becoming my first boyfriend in high school. After him, I didn't have a boyfriend, since it wasn't a good experience and we were together for like 3 years,so..yeah."i finished, and they look surprised.

"What do you mean, it wasn't good experience?" Mark asked, looking like he is about to throw a fist.

"Well, he was pretty much abusive and I didn't acknowledge it, since I was blinded by love. He was also sleeping around, which was literally obvious, but like I said, I was blind."i finished, I can feel my veins boiling just by thinking about it.

"Damn, I would literally beat his ass right now. That is so messed up."Yuta said, as I can feel that his anger is building up."Don't worry, he got his punishment. " I said, petting his hand, to calm him down.

We did a couple of more, and it got pretty late, so I went into my bedroom, after saying bye to boys and a hugs. I got into my pj's and fell onto my bed, but I guess it will be hard to fell asleep.