¬ 24th NCT member ( Yuta FanFiction ) ¬

¬ T W E N T Y - E I G H T ¬

~2 Month Later~

"Is shipment going to be on time?" I asked my assistant, while he is looking at the papers. "Yeah, it's tomorrow. Don't worry, we have everything ready."he said, as I nodded pushing myself off of that wall that I was leaning onto."Are you ready?" he asked me, and I know on what he is thinking.

"I'm scared, if they will be happy to see me again. I haven't even said goodbye."i said, sitting down and while I sat my head into my hands."They will be happy that's over. Don't think negative. You are brave for actually beginning all of this. You survived for 2 months, without them even realising what is really behind all of this."he said, as I looked up at Luke.

"I wouldn't survive, if it wasn't for you. You helped me a lot, and I can't thank you enough." i said, and hugged him. "Don't think negative and go home, you need to finish these papers so we can send them."he said with a serious tone, I nodded, waving before leaving my office.

"Are we ready to go home?" one of two bodyguard that are in front of my doors asked, I nodded. They contacted my driver before we headed to exit. A couple of workers that are working late said their goodbye's as I walked past them. I become much cold, as I began working with criminals.

I lost myself in this mask that I'm wearing, while working as undercover. I go home, I sleep almost nothing, I eat only when I really need, I kinda began feeling numb. The only feeling that is left is actually, me missing boys and Yuta especially. I couldn't contact them, since the day I decided to go into this.

I didn't have time to explain or to talk to any of them, and I'm scared of losing them, because if I do, there is none there. This loneliness in rooms full of people is killing me. At least we are at the end of this mission, tomorrow is the last day. Once the police came right in, we are free.

Once I stepped out of building, we greeted my driver. I didn't know he was also part of police, but one day he showed me about the plans for tomorrow. I got in as he greeted me. Two bodyguard took their black G Wagon and are driving in front of us.

I never knew how big and how large shit my father got into, until I become leader of this place. There is shipment all across USA, China, Japan and Korea. The cover of companies, is actually for drugs and weapons. Back then, when I was kid, there was even human trafficking.

Drive was not so long, until we got in front of mansion, which is where I'm living for now. I got in and maids came right in front of me. "Good evening, miss. Do you need anything?"they asked me, with a big smile."Good evening. No, I'm fine. If I need anything, I'll find it."i said, giving them a wink, before walking past them.

I made pretty much friends with people around the mansion, the staff, which other members call them. I got into second floor and went into my bedroom. Large bedroom,walk-in closet, big balcony, big bathroom and big office, all that can't really change that small room I had in apartment with boys.

~Late at night~

I finished with paperwork and now I'm sitting in my office, with my legs are crossed on desk and I'm sitting comfortably in chair. I'm drinking one old whisky,that I found in our storage room for alcohol.

I needed something strong, since my thought won't leave me to sleep peacefully. I'm not sure if I should just come back into their lives, or if I should just run. If I leave them and go back to New York, I feel selfish for not thinking about them in this situation and only think about my feelings.

On the other hand, I feel selfish because I need them, and then thoughts keeps spinning in my head, without answers. I sighed, placing glass on desk. My anxiety is killing me for thinking too much, but I can't stop it. I felt urge to cry, but nothing is coming out.

~Next morning~

"Are you okay?" my assistant Jake asked me with a concerned look. "Didn't have much sleep last night, but I'm okay."i said, but he is not convinced."We can do this."he said, giving me a warm look, before we got out of office.

We are driving to a place where we are planning to exchange money for shipment. We are meeting one of the famous criminals in America, which we planned to make a deal. I had a meeting with that guy, I hate him so fucking much, but I had to play. I hate everything that is happening here.

"We are here. Aleksandra, stay in car."Sooyoung said, he is one of people that leads this as well. I nodded, before they got out. We met in one of old buildings, where we have our 'products' and where most of businesses is done.

I can see a man in a suit coming out of G Wagon, with couple of his people surrounding him and protecting as well. He is speaking to my two man and Sooyoung. I can't really tell, but I can see that their interaction is pretty stiff, they have hands on gun that can fire any minute.

I got a signal on my phone by police, which means, the action is about to begin. As soon as I heard loud noises from outside, I got down and stayed there until there were only yelling, which I hope are cops. A door slammed open, but I'm too scared to look up.

"Alex, are you okay?" I can recognize that voice, so I looked up. I basically jumped into a hug, the same police guy that put me into all this. "Shh, everything is okay, you are safe now."he whispered, while I was sobbing while holding him tight.

He helped me get out of the car and I looked around, a lot of people got killed and some of them got into handcuffs. He prevented of them seeing me alive. They pulled me into ambulance and then I finally let out a breath, that I felt like I have been holding these whole 2 months.

Even though, all of this is done, I'm still not okay.