Killer [Jungkookxreader]✔

Chapter 18: Guilty

Waking up next to Jungkook was almost something familiar now. Admiring his morning features with a smile. Everything feels so right, him breathing slowly next to you, holding you by your waist. You slowly trace his face with your forefinger. You reach his lips when you stopped a bit retrieving your hand, but not even a second after, the boy next to you grabs it and put them in its previous spot making you blush as your eyes widen. He was awake...? Was your first thought. Did you go too far?
"I like it" he mumbles still eyes closed answering your thoughts as if he can read them. The tip of your finger subtly touch his lower lip, making you bit yours, it was soft and pink almost like feeling cotton, how would they feel against mine? Are they as soft as they looked? You ask yourself still touching them slightly, he finally opened his eyes after two minutes making you put some gap between your finger and his lips.
"Did you sleep well?" He asked softly playing with a strand of your hair, twirling it in his finger.
"Yeah..." You replied faintly looking at him carefully as if you won't never see him again.
"And you?" You asked back making him move his gaze from your hair to your eyes.
"Perfectly fine" he smiled fondly at you. He was so sweet and nice, that you come to wonder how such a flawless man can exist. He was just perfectly imperfect. There's no other words than can describe him.
"We look like a married couple" he chuckled at the thought making you giggle but you have to agree you do look like one.
"Are you proposing me Jeon" you joked grinning at him. He plays along with you grabbing you closer to him.
"What if I do Kwon. Will you be Mrs. Jeon?" he asked as jokingly as you were but you can't help but see a part if genuine want in his eyes... He is somehow serious. The both of you didn't see how close you were from each other until now. Few inches separate your lips, you blush looking at him, at some moment, your attention was brought to his lips that he bites lightly. The same goes to him as he stare at your plump lips. They must  feel like a sweet pillow against mine. He bet kissing them would be tasting paradise, not a single crackle on them.
"No one is gonna stop me this time" he whispered to you with a low voice that made your heart melt. You were mesmerized by his eyes, completely lost in these brown heaven. He leans in closing the gap between your two bodies.
His lips were exactly what you imagined them to be, soft and sweet. Your lips move in sync, as if they were made for each other. In less than a time to react, he grab you by your thighs and put you in his lap, you currently straddle him, yelping surprised by the act. But you don't wanna stop nor he does, you break the kiss for a moment looking at him, he did the same, his hands still on your thighs as his head was leant on the headboard. Any of you spoke but you lean in connecting your lips again, your arm wrapped around his neck. The kiss was sweet at first until he bites your lower lip making you gasp, taking advantage of the occasion he explored your mouth with his tongue. You shamelessly let out a moan, which making him tighten the grip he has in your thighs. The kiss was heated, sloppy and passionate, he devoured your lips like his last meal, any of you were going to stop unless...
"Guys, why-" right now, you regret so much giving a spare key to each one of them just in case you weren't here. And you regret more because they all are here...
You quickly get up from Jungkook's lap to stand, completely red. Jungkook, just coughs awkwardly looking away with red cheeks.
"I... I'm gonna make breakfast" was all you manage to use as an excuse to get out of the room full of people.
"I'm going to the bathroom" Jungkook stood up making his way out of his misery, the both of you going in separate paths.
For the six people in the room, well, they just look shocked, dumbfounded and surprised.
"Did they just...?" Taehyung asked to the others, they never thought the two of you will do that early in the morning.
"Seems like it" Misun answered cringing a bit at the thought.

The breakfast was spent in an awkward silence. Seokjin glaring at Jungkook from time to time, while you were a blushing mess.
"We need to tell you something" Yoongi began making your friends remember what brings them here at the first place. You look up at your best friend and the people around the table with curiosity. They all (except Jungkook) looked at each other not knowing how to tell this to you. You were more worried seeing their facial expression.
"He... Killed again" Seokjin announced making you tighten the grip you have on the fork in your hand. Is it someone that I know? This was the first thought that came in your mind.
"Who?" Your voice was calm unlike how your heart felt. They looked at you carefully before Seokjin continued.
"A man and his family... And there was a message for you..."

In less than forty minutes, you were in the police station sitting on the opposite side of Jimin. He looked at you, looking for some reaction when you read the words wrote in the piece of paper, but he saw anything. You may seem calm, collected and unfazed but inside you had an internal battle. I killed them, if I didn't exist they would be alive right now... It's my fault.
"Thank you. I'll go now" you bowed to him before walking out of the police station. You walk back to your house alone unaware of the man in his car following you quietly, he was smirking mischievously. The first step of his plan worked perfectly, he successfully put the fact that you are the reason of this family's death in your mind. It was working, any word can describe how much you were feeling guilty.
The rain soon start pouring, wetting you and the other pedestrians, you love rain and it was one of the things that made you calm down because when rain pours, you know that later there will be a rainbow. Everyone, ran and take their umbrellas, but unlike them, you let the rain wetting you and your clothes, you loved this sensation, as if the rain wash your problems off of your body. It gives your mind a feeling of freedom even if it's just for few seconds.
Soon, you face your building, the man following you stopping his track too. He park at the other side of the street. The wound in his arm is still not fully recovered from you little miserable attempt at killing him last time.
"Baby girl you'll repay me for that..." It wasn't a threat but a promise that he makes to you even if you can't see more hear him right now.
"Be aware I'm coming..." And with that he drove to his house leaving you looking at your building.
You didn't want to come home, you know they will be there, worried about you. I don't deserve that much attention. I'm a murderer. You take a decision, you walk away from the building where you lived and where you also is supposed to be... I'm sorry but I need to be alone for now...
                          TBC...