𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞

SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 15

My aunt made my day.

Okay, I will admit, I rarely talk to my aunt. I think the reason could be that she is always working, but today was different--- she was actually free.

Well, she came up to me and said the weirdest thing my ears have ever heard.

That she thinks Jaden is my boyfriend.

I know right, so dumb.

I laughed for quite a while, then gave her a detailed explanation of who he really was to me.

Then she shocked me even further by saying she saw us kiss yesterday.

Maybe from her angle, it appeared so, but I can't even imagine myself kissing Jaden.

Not like he is gross or anything but I think of him as a friend so I don't really know about that.

I explained to her exactly what really happened and that's when realization hit me.

She was stalking me the whole time!

So she actually watched everything that was happening between him and I.  I am glad we did not do anything strange otherwise she would have been questioning me about that too.

Looks like she was in the mood of talking about boys because she questioned me next about whether I have feelings for him.

To genuinely answer that question I needed to see if I actually did, so I took about a minute before I could reply to her.

She literally interrupted my thinking time by jumping excitedly as though she already knew what I was thinking.

Of course, I don't know if I feel like that towards him so I interrupted her 'happy session' by telling her what I feel about him.

It wouldn't be right for me to say no because I don't really know how to tell if I have feelings.

Here is me, the girl that has never loved how can I tell?

So I told her that I needed to think about it.

She seemed so understanding and even left me alone.

I guess I need to do some research on that subject. I will need to observe my actions more fully to actually know whether I have feelings for him.

Until then, I don't think I do.