I turned the page of the book and gasped. I was reading a book about lycans and found a page about hybrids and searched rapidly for answers or any resemblance to me.
Right now it was 12:00 and I had been reading for hours and found nothing new
Jax was sitting on the bed with pack work every where and I was researching.
I have been here for almost two weeks and things are going good. Me and Jax are taking things very slow. I see pain in his eyes when I push him away and all I wanna do is make it better. I'm very conflicted with emotions right now and I hate it. It gets harder and harder to shut down and close my emotions off every day.
"Hey babe I'm done with work what do you wanna do" Ajax said while taking the book from me . I whimpered a little then sighed.
"I think I want to meet people today, yeah that would be okay" I said while getting up.
"You want to meet... people?" he said looking surprised
"Yeah why not call some people so I don't have to bother you all day I think a friend or two would be cool" I replied and I walked into the closet to get changed. I put on my black and grey Nike leggings and a sports bra. I then grabbed my grey sweater and my old Nike sneakers and jogged out the room.
*
Ajax called his beta and third and invited Missy and Mack their mates.
His beta was named Channing and his third was Marcus.
I shook their hands and we sat in a screened porch awkwardly for a minute or five. Eventually Missy broke the ice and started to talk to me.
"Sooo... You are Carmen" She said and I just nodded
"What's your favorite color?" She asked and I just thought for a minute
"Blood red or Black" I answered quickly and she just smiled and nodded
"I'm sorry i'm not the most social person...things are different in my pack and very strict" I let out quickly. Why did I think this was a good Idea
" Oh yeah that's right you are from Blue tides, the strongest pack of werewolves knows, they are also currently in a civil war against a rogue pack that broke off from them and started an uprising." the girl Mack said and I winced at the thought of my pack without me.
"Yeah that's us" I said staring off
"How were you raised?" Marcus asked
"Huh?" I snapped back into reality
"You said things were different in your pack, how so?" Channing reiterated
"Oh well things were very strict, training six days a week and you start at age ten. You don't show emotion there it's just not allowed and if you did want to feel something you had to do it privately or you are looked at as weak. And you don't want to be weak because you could be challenged for your rank and severely hurt." I said with a monotone strait voice. They all looked shocked.
"Is that how you got that scar on your torso?" Marcus asked
"Yeah actually I was eleven and a teenager was jealous of me because I was close to the alpha and she saw me crying one night and attacked me with a silver knife and took my rank. For weeks she was bragging about it so I finally made her stop." I said plainly staring Marcus in the eye
"How did you make her stop? You beat her up?" He chuckled out trying to be funny. I stared at him even harder and then dragged one finger across my throat and he paled once he finally understood.
I felt like I revealed too much so I changed the subject before they could all react.
"Sooo what's your favorite movie Jax?" I asked and he replied with something random still coming to terms with my little story.
Eventually they all told funny stories and we got off of that dark subject and I enjoyed getting to know them even though I would usually chose to be alone.
We laughed and I looked over and saw a girl watching us, When she saw me looking she turned and ran. I stared for a moment but thought she was just apart of the pack.
I didn't think to much of it
*
*Unknown POV*
"Did he find her yet?, I know that they have a knew some one staying there" I asked my spy over the phone
"Yes she is his mate and she isn't weak I was listening in on her and she was raised to battle"
"So she isn't weak, Not a problem"
"She and the Alpha aren't dating she keeps rejecting him, They are trying to take it slow."
"The alpha is weak without the full mate bond, now is our chance to take them down."
"But how? He is Lycan" she said
"You will Break his mate, Then in her time of need, I will take her?"
"But how am I going to do that she seems strong" She said quieting down.
I slammed my fist on the table, "Take her mate away from her! Back stab her! I don't care what you do but I want her broken or your son gets it!" I hissed into the phone and hung up on her.
The Lycan king will pay for what he did.
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Carmen & The Lycan(NEW AND IMPROVED)
WerewolfCivil war tore her apart She is tough and sassy,Leader of the wolves. She knows that she doesn't need a man to make her happy, but what happens when she meets her mate. 19 year old Carmen Zales is a beautiful girl taken in by an Alpha when she was...