Carmen & The Lycan(NEW AND IMPROVED)

Chapter Three

I slammed my food into the dummy and let out a loud grunt. I then drew a sword off the wall and began to lunge at it pretending to stab it. I thought about my terrible situation, then my rage and fury spiked as I let out a thunderous growl. I sliced the practice dummy into shreds perfectly. I panted for a minute then dropped the sword and fell to my knees. I couldn't control my anger...I was loosing control.

"What's happening to me!" I yelled out

So many things were going through my head I roared and howled feeling my beast surface I saw Ajax through blurry eyes as he barked out orders for people to clear the room.

I felt different and for the first time in a long time I was nervous.

my body fell with a loud thud as I passed out.

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I woke up in the infirmary, head pounding, body weak.

"What happened to me? Why couldn't I control myself that never happens to me I always make sure of it." I asked as soon as the doctor walked in

"You are a hybrid and something psychologically snapped in you and your Lycan half was being called forth so you should see little changes here and there until you transition, but don't worry it will all be okay ." She said while checking my charts.

"Tell me about Lycan's now" I demanded and she gulped

"Well lycans are more superior to werewolves. They are faster,stronger,smarter,and They are directly from the moon goddess so they can only die from a pure untouched silver weapon of any kind. She created us to reign in werewolves. We were designed to lead werewolves. Umm. lets see... Oh lycans are more likely to have mates, And a long time ago there was a pack raid and a bunch of people died including the moon goddess's mate and then started the mate killings I am sure you know about it? People would go around slaughtering people's mates and family."

"Yea a little how long ago was it? And Can do all the things like lycans can?" I asked

"oh um about 18 years ago, And to be honest I have no clue and I think we just have to wait and see what happens to you" She said and I shivered and my wolf whimpered. I pushed her aside thinking she missed her 'mate'. So I just nodded trying to process things.

I started to think about Ajax

"oh, Can you tell me about Ajax?" I asked with a sheepishly as I played with the covers on my bed

" Yeah sure, He's an Alpha king as you know and there are only around five left across the world" I nodded then she continued

"He is fearless and has charged head on into war to protect his pack. There is nothing he wouldn't do and no one he wouldn't kill for us. Its rumored that he killed his father when he found out some scary stuff about him" I snapped my head up at her and stared into her blue eyes to see if she was lying or not.

"What did he find out?" I pressed

"No one knows it's just a rumor all we know is that things weren't good with them and vampires were involved but his body was never found or buried."

For the next two hours we talked about Lycans and Ajax and his childhood along with theirs and mine.

After we talked some more I went back to Ajax's' room to take a nap, but I found his laptop and decided to research more facts about lycans and hybrids.

An hour into my search on nothing Ajax came through the door with no shirt on,sweaty, with trainers and sneakers. My face got all hot as he looked me right in the eyes.

I couldn't take my eyes off of his sculpted chest and the sweat dripping down his chest.

"Umm... why don't you take a picture then you could stare all you want." He said walking closer. I felt my face heat up more and swallowed hard and remembered my plan and decided to go along with this because of my pack and for no other reason at all..

"I wasn't staring" I mumbled and we both knew it was a lie.

"Okay Carmen" He said with a chuckle and I shivered at the way my name rolled off his tongue.

I am still so very confused, I don't know if I like Ajax. I mean he is hella hot but I don't know him and I am the type of person that needs to get to know someone before I judge or act on anything. So maybe if I actually got to know him and listened to my wolf things would go easier and I could go home sooner. I am not the most trusting person but I myself am very trustworthy.

"How are you feeling" he asked

"I'm fine now, I just unlocked my Lycan side or something I guess...Why do you care?" I replied

He rolled his eyes and huffed " I told you that we were mates and that I care about you even if you don't care about me" he said and I felt a pang in my chest. I mean I didn't like the guy and he was keeping me captive but my wolf wanted him and didn't want him said so she tried to make me feel shity beause of it.

"Jax... I know that we don't talk much and I sleep in your bed and My clothes are in your closet, and you want us to be a couple but I have trust issues and I was raised to be emotionless so I don't know how feelings work to be honest and I don't want to just jump into the mate thing with you. And I know I have to consider how you feel so that is why I am..... Giving you a .... Chance of sorts"

I said and he looked surprised. I wouldn't blame him because all this week I have been pushing him away or just snapping his neck and leaving to go to the gym when he would get to close to me. But sometimes I would snuggle into him at night and It confused him and me.

"You see I was raised to be dependant on no one and to trust no one so if you give me some time maybe this could work" I said with a small smile and he looked like a kid on christmas. and before I could protest Jax pulled me into a big and sweaty bear hug.

"You won't regret it I promise" he said and he kissed my head over and over again.

"okay your welcome big guy, now let me down you smell like shit" I said and he chuckled not letting me go. Did I ever mention how tall he was. I was 5'8 and he was at least 6'10 a typical height for an alpha male.

"How about this: why don't we get to know each other before we start dating and take things slow because I don't care about how long you need I just want my mate." He said while letting me down and kissing my forehead. I smiled up at him and hugged him back

I think I might be getting in over my head in the plan to get home. What if I get attached to him...

I was so confused