𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐢𝐞

a/n

i don't even know where to start with this. the truth is times have been kind of hard for me right now. i'm only fourteen and i really didn't think this book would take off the way it did, i honestly thought only a hundred so people would read it and not really care. and now i have so many people supporting me on this book and it's awesome, i'm so so grateful for everyone that supported me while i was having trouble. but it's also a lot on my shoulders, i constantly feel like i have pressure to get something out for you guys and to make sure it's good enough, it's just a lot to deal with but in a way i'm happy i feel this way bc that means i know people read my work and i'm not feeling this way for no reason. and miss. rona hasn't helped one bit with my stress, i feel like i'm trapped in my house and tbh i'm a friendless loser atm all my friends kinda ditched me in the beginning of this whole thing but they were bitches anyway so i don't really care. but still i miss having friends and it gets incredibly lonely. my dad is working and my sister is in the middle of getting her drivers license and SAT and i'm just in a rut right now. and i've kinda lost motivation for a bit and i'm not as excited to write as i once was. but i want to finish this book and i don't want to spread false hope so i might not, i have to see. but right now i'm continuing it it won't be once a week anymore but i'll try guys i promise. i just need to figure out how to get out of the whole i'm in. and i'll keep you guys updated so you know i didn't just forget about wattpad. i'm really sorry to all the people that had to wait this long for an update i'll try to do better but i'm so so SO grateful for all of you, like thank you so much i really don't know what to say i'm so grateful. but that's all for right now, i'll see you guys soon :)