Never forget you

Chapter 20: Knight

Perfect.

It's the only word that pops into my mind as I kiss Skye. Her lips part for me like that's what they were made for and her little effort to push me away is just that. Little. It's barely a push before she melts into me sucking on my bottom lip. I let out a loan moan before spinning us around and walking her backward until her back meets a car.

My fingers inch up caressing her neck with a feather light touch before I trap them in her hair. Twisting it around my fingers and pulling her head back hard, giving me the perfect angle to take her mouth. My tongue plunges into her mouth, owning her and her little sounds before her fingers grip onto the back of my neck. Her nails sending pricks into my skin and I can feel it break under her grip but I don't care. This feels right.

I had no intention of kissing her, hell I really didn't have any intention on even being in her house. I came to suck up my pride and grow some balls and apologize. I needed to after finding out about her dad. But the moment I saw her and her puffy eyes it was like a part of me broke. It broke off and reached out to her, needing to be close to her. I was trapped with her glistening blue eyes, watery, puffy and slightly pink. Giving me every indication that she had been crying and my first instinct was to make it better. How fucked up was that? I was the one who made her cry and yet I wanted to make her feel better.

So when her aunt invited me in there was no way I was saying no and when I noticed the way her aunt was reacting to me I just knew that Skye had told her about me. But if she did why wasn't she beating the shit out of me? Why didn't she threaten to call the cops on me? I fucked up. I destroyed her dad's car. The one thing that Skye clearly cherished. So if Lacey knew that it was me why was she inviting me to stay? She was either planning to fuck with my head and hurt me just as bad or Skye didn't tell her that it was me who messed up the car. And if that was true then why didn't she? It would be the perfect opportunity so why not?

Skye bit down on my lip as she dragged it through her teeth and a hungry growl rumbled through me. I bent down grabbing the back of her thighs and picked her up. Pinning her between me and the car I captured her lips with mine once more and smiled when I heard her whimper.

No matter how much I hated the girl I couldn't deny the way she made my body feel. The way she warmed my heart. And the way I fucking loved the sounds she made. It had been a long time since I had actually enjoyed being with someone. Enjoyed making them feel just as good and I hated that the last time I had felt that way was the last time I saw Skye Davis.

My hands ran up from her thighs until they drifted under her shirt. She tensed before breaking our kiss and pulling back, thunking her head back on the car and staring down at me with such sadness. "What are you doing?" she breathed out as her eyes flickered back and forth between mine.

I leaned forward, my forehead bracing on hers. "I don't know."

I pinched my eyes closed, not wanting her to see the pure torture in them. My body was screaming at me to be with her. That this was right. It was always supposed to be her and I but my mind kept reminding me of the images of her and Ian making out as I watched from the doorway. I opened my eyes and peeled back just enough to see her. Our breathing was beginning to calm down as we just stared at each other while I still pinned her to the car. While her legs were still wrapped around my waist and her hands were still braced on my shoulders.

"We shouldn't be doing this," the blues of her eyes glittered with the slight light in the garage and a pain ached in my chest. God she was beautiful.

I reached up, running my thumb down her cheek. "I know," I whispered back, "God I fucking know." I went to go take a step back but her legs tightened around my waist and I gripped onto her hips tighter, keeping her in place. She didn't want me to let her go just yet and I'd be lying if I said I wanted to let her go at all.

"I'm sorry," my voice was barely above a whisper as my eyes danced between hers, waiting for her reaction. When she just stared at me I leaned back in placing my lips on hers. It was meant to be a simple kiss. A way to say goodbye. A way to tell her that I was sorry. But she took over. Her hands cupped my cheeks and her lips opened, her tongue playing with the seam of my lips until I opened for her on a groan. I pulled her in closer, enjoying every second of what was happening.

As much as I didn't want to admit it Skye Davis owned my heart and she always would. The minute she mentioned my hatred of mushrooms it was like all of my feelings for her busted through the hatred like a wrecking ball. She remembered. All of it. She remembered all of it, just like I did.

I thought that with the distance, with her betrayal, that it was all me. That I made up those moments in my head. That she never felt the same way for me as I did for her. But hearing the way she talked about our past. The slight smile on her lips as she remembered and the pure happiness in her eyes as the memories passed through her I knew that I held a piece of her heart just like she held mine. The only difference was, Skye Davis took my whole heart with her where I only took a piece of hers.

"Skye! Pizza's here!" The sound of her aunts voice has us breaking apart on shuddering breaths. I placed my forehead back on hers as I tried to steady my breathing.

Her fingers rans down my cheeks and a shiver ran down my spine at her touch. Fuck. I don' t know how much longer I could deny the truth. I was still so madly in love with Skye and I don't know how much longer I'd be able to hide that truth.

I looked up at her before placing her down on her feet. I nodded toward the door, "Come on. Let's go eat before your Aunt wonders where we are."

Skye shrugged and let out a small laugh, "She honestly probably thinks we're fucking so fix yourself before we go in there otherwise she'll one hundred percent think that."

My eyes widened and it only made Skye laugh harder. "She knows I lost my virginity to you but she doesn't know that I hate your fucking guts now. So let's get in there before I remember why the hell I want to kill you."

I stared at her for a second before clearing my throat and nodding. "Yeah. Okay. After we eat we should talk."

Skye stared at me. Her blue eyes turning a darker shade as she watched me carefully. "Yeah. We should talk." With that she turned on her heel and walked into the house with me following her in shocked disbelief. What in the hell just happened?