Caterina hasn't cried at all at night...except for tonight. I went to get up but James said he got it so I went back to sleep. I was almost a sleep when I heard James singing cover girl. What happens when James goes on tour? I sighed and sat up. James is going on tour in a few weeks and I don't know what will happen if James isn't here to sing to Caterina.I felt weight on James side of the bed and I looked at him "Whats wrong?" He asked hugging me "What will happen when you go on tour?" I asked "I will video chat you guys everyday before she sleeps" he said kissing me. I looked at him "But-" James shook his head causing me to stop "Baby its three in the morning can we talk about this in the morning" he asked, a hint of anger in his voice "Fine" I mumbled and rolled on my side. I heard James sigh and he turned my lamp off.
I woke up the next morning and got out of bed. Putting my hair in a messing bun I went to check on Caterina, who wasn't there...maybe James has her. I went downstairs and saw James holding her against his chest, both asleep. I covered James with a blanket and went to take Caterina up but James looked at me "I-I thought you were asleep" I said "Nope" I sighed and sat on the couch "Carlos is going to watch her for a few nights the week before we leave...if its okay with you" James said looking at me "Just Carlos?" "and the other guys but Carlos wants to baby sit" I nodded and James went to put the sleeping child down. When he came back he sat next to me "Now about last night" James said holding my hands"Just forget" I said standing up "But-" "I said forget!" James nodded and looked down. I sighed and bent down in front of him "James I didn't mean to snap I just...I don't want you to leave just yet" James nodded but didn't look at me. I lifted his chin and saw tears running down his cheeks. I sighed and sat on the coffee table. James wiped his cheeks and looked at me "I-I want to take you with me but a baby on the rode isn't smart" James said "I know...sorry" I said "Baby you didn't make me cry...the thought of leaving my two girls did" I nodded and James placed his hand on my knee "You two will visit me right?" I nodded and wiped his cheeks "I promise...will you video chat when ever you can?" James nodded and kissed me "Now lets get breakfast started" I grabbed his hand "Not until you stop crying" James turned to me and hugged me "Im fine Skyler" "I know but I hate seeing you cry" I said kissing his cheek. "Lets just make breakfast
