i just want to start the chapter by saying that i am in the point in my life where i am falling down the spiral of being obessed with jayson tatum again that man is so mf foiiiineeee
and i don't care i don't care i think the curls suit him
anyways..... i'll start the chapter now! enjoy!!!
devin noticed how quiet luca was on the plane back. ignoring him as she continued her conversion with his mother. his mother smiling and laughing along and it made him feel queasy and uneasy like he needed to throw up, "is she going to be around for a while?" his sister asked after a couple of moments making devin look at her, "i like her."
that was the problem. it was his mistake because he should've never brought her around his family if there was no plans for him to see a future with her. suddenly he felt his world closing in on him. it was getting hot on the plane as his sister waited for an answer from his older brother, "we'll see, little one." he smiled making mya roll her eyes at him as she returned her attention back to the puzzle they were working on.
"i think she's cool." mya retorted almost like she was on a mission to make sure luca stayed around for a while, "she's funny."
"yeah and she's good in bed too" devin thought as he looked over at luca, suddenly the bathroom in the plane seemed like just the right spot for them and he wanted to see what it would be like, "yeah, she's something." he answered simply as he turned to look at luca again, deciding to get up and go find a seat next to her.
luca felt his presence. his arm bringing her closer to his side and he could smell his cologne and she felt light headed. she wanted out of this plane. she wanted no where near devin. she couldn't breathe. her chest felt heavy but her body was molded so perfectly against his body that she could feel her body feeling limp. his hand landing on her thigh, her eyes darting between his hand and his mother who smiled at them.
veronica was just happy that her son had taken his advice. his soul needed to be fed. he needed to finally find someone that was going to cultivate his soul for growth and her motherly instincts never lied. the way he looked at luca. it reminded her of when he was toddler. the sparkle in his eyes and the flushing of his cheeks. his soul was being fed and as much as he was fighting it, the seeds were being cultivated.
"you've been ignoring me." devin whispered as he watched his mother get up and suddenly it was just them.
luca turned to look at him. suddenly she felt bold again as her finger tips went under his chin to tilt him down to look at her, "i'm not gonna live up your ass, booker." she whispered back as she got closer to him. to anyone who watched them, they could mistake their moment for a cute intimate moment.
devin chuckled as his grip around her thigh tightened, "why so quiet?" he breathed out as luca looked down at his hands again and if he could read her brain, he would have her his way right there.
"why are you on my head?" she fought, "don't worry about me." his eyes landed on her phone, the message from dtr made him nod his head as he pushed himself off her. leaving her alone. the warmth that she felt around him was replaced by freezing cold as she wrapped her hands around herself, following him to the bathroom.
"what's up your ass?" she questioned? as she entered the tiny bathroom, being pressed chest to chest with him.
devin smirked, "don't worry about me," he took the opportunity to tilt her head to look at him. her honey eyes gazing at him so intently that he could feel his heart start beating faster but that didn't change the fact that he could feel anger within himself, "worry about dorian."
luca pouted as she reached to pinch one of his cheeks, "is the wittle baby jealous?" she questioned as devin pushed her hand away, sitting on the toilet seat looking at her with his arms crossed. he couldn't say anything. there were no boundaries established so there was the uncharted territory of what they did when they were not together. it left them to do whatever they pleased and with whomever but what happens when the heart starts wanting to claim territory? do they listen?
"nah." he finally spoke, watching luca, "you do whatever you want, luca."
luca felt bold. she felt like testing the boundaries as she sat on devin's lap, "i do whatever i want." she whispered, her body grinding up against him.
short filler chapter!
