Kiefer
It's been a month after I met Mika. And once in a while I still think about her. That cute girl with a perfect body. Damn Mika, your boyfriend is one lucky bastard to have you. Haist!
I'm back to my usual self. Got a new flavour of the month that will gonna end by next week. Ang bilis lang talaga ng mga araw. Last month I met Mika then after a few days of our encounter I met Amanda, who's my new flavour of the month now. Well she's fine, sweet and nice but still matatapos na naman ung one month nothing changed about myself. Medyo nalibang lang ni Amanda ung attention at isip ko ng konti about Mika. Maybe because I know all along that Mika is the kind of girl, who is hard to tame and well not really interested to me.
The truth nagsasawa na din ako sa life na ganito. I pity for those girls who tried their best to win my heart. Pero bakit ba kasi di ako naniniwala sa love na yan. Gusto ko lang lage may girl sa tabi ko. Yeah, I treated them nicely. Sabi nga nila I'm the most super sweet, nice, thoughtful and affectionate guy they had in their lives. But un nga di ko magawa ibigay ng buo ung feelings ko for them. I can date and make a girl fall inlove with me but I can't love them back. Ang sama ko na ata. Di naman ako pinalaki ng mommy ko para paglaruan ang girls. I respected them in a way that they wanted to be respected but still I know I hurted them.
Mika
After meeting Mr. Kiefer Ravena, I'm back with my usual life. Boring. Always.
When I got home I didn't expected that I wasn't in trouble anymore. Yaya Marge managed to made a story again to my Dad and Mom about my gimmick. Luckily they believed it. Abswelto sa sermon! But after that Yaya Marge told me na next month na lang ulit ung gimmick ko para di magduda. I agreed with her. Kya sobra love ko yaya ko eh. She knows how to give me my space and freedom.
So yun nga, it's my usual self. But I don't know why I missed him. Kiefer Ravena. I'm not regretting that I turned him down to be a friend but I missed the conversation we had. His simplicity, his sense of humor, his genuine smile. Ang gaan at sarap nya kausap talaga. Pero di pwede maging close sakanya. Mahirap. I wondered sino kaya naging flavour of the month nya this month. But wait next week end of the month na naman so it means may papalit na sa flavour of the month. Hmm interesting talaga ng life nya. Di ba nagsasawa ng ganun si Ravena? Grabe every month may pinapaiyak syang girl. Tindi. Kung ako nanay nyan ni Phenom penektusan ko na yan sa kaharutan.
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Kiefer
Last two days ago Amanda broke up with me. She told me, she doesn't want to wait until the last day of the month. Hanggang kaya nya pa daw bumitaw, bibitaw na sya. I know I hurt her but she told me to not worry for her. She's not regretting what we had and what had happened between us. We remained good friends after all.
Then sakto ung end of the month tumapat ng Friday. My friends again invited me to go to Aracama to unwind. Another chill night for us.
"Paps where's Amanda?" Von
Von asked me as soon as I sat beside him. Nauna na sila sakin dito. Medyo late ako nakasunod dahil I need to attend some commitments. Gabo, Kev and Pauly is here also. They all gave me a meaningful glance as I sighs.
"Hmm were done. She end it last two days ago." I chuckled. Paano ba naman lahat sila nakatingin ng nakakaloko at pailing iling pa.
"Whoaa! Seriously?" Gabo
"Yes Man. Remember it's the end of the month."
"Swerte nya Paps kasi sya ung month of feb. Feb ibig!" Kev
"Anung swerte dun at feb ibig eh di nga nagkatuluyan." Von
I'm just listening to them while they talked about my broken love life again. Actually, sanay na ko na ganyan mga sasabihin nila. May manghihinayang, may matutuwa, may kakampi at maawa sa girl, but at the end they will still understand me.
