Mika
Kiefer Ravena is infront of me right now. He's insisting me to go with him. But I needed to decline it. I want him to know and feel that I'm not interested in him. Di ako ung mga girls na patay na patay sakanya. I have my own life and I valued my privacy. Especially I have a good relationship with Kris. I don't want to ruin it because of this guy. At mas lalong ayaw ko gumulo ang life ko. I hate being in a complicated situation kya nga naging goody two shoes daughter ako. I don't want to get involved to him. He's really a popular guy. A chick magnet. A player. And even if he just want us to be friends, I rather not. Too much issue to be with him even if there's no malice at all.
Nung sinabi nya mamili ako if issue or miss you I chose to kept my mouth shut. I didn't answer him. I saw how frustrated his face by the looked on his eyes pero di ako magpapatinag. Luckily, it seemed an answered prayers coz when he was about to open his door, possibly to drag me or carry me inside his car, a taxi came. As soon as I saw it, I ran towards it and hailed that white taxi.
And when I got inside the taxi. Isa lang pumasok sa isip ko. Buti nga sayo Ravena. I don't know why he's like that to me. Twice pa lang kami nagkita pero bakit parang may something sya sakin. Ay Mika wag kang feeler. Di ka kagandahan para tamaan sayo si Ravena. Halos lahat ng flavour of the month nyan kundi model, beauty queen or talagang mala dyosa ang kagandahan. Eh ikaw? Haist! Yan tuloy nagkaroon pa ko ng biglaang insecurities dahil sayong Ravena ka. I cursed in silence with that thoughts
When I reached home, I had the quickest shower I could possibly have to clear my head then changed into my PJ's. I felt so exhuasted but the moment my back touches my bed, si Ravena pa din asa isip ko. Anu kya nasa isip nun ngayon nung di nya ako naisama sa car nya? Then I remembered the kiss we've shared. I automatically touched my lips while remembering it. He's a very good kisser. Expert. Naku paexpert expert ka pa jan di ka nga marunong humalik. Wag ka nga shunga Mika! Eh sya yung first kiss ko eh. Kasalanan eto ni Kris masyado kasi conservative di na lang kasi nag pari yan tuloy naligawan pa ko. Si Daddy naman nagustuhan. Kainis. I took a frustrated sighed after that thoughts.
Maybe he got interested to me coz he thinks I enjoyed kissing him. Lagot! Ravena naman wag ako please!
Kiefer
Damn it! Sh!t! I was literally cursing because of what happened a while ago between me and Mika. My frustrations to her grew more bigger because of what she done to me. But why I'm so interested to her? Di lang naman sya ung girl na nagpa hard to get sakin at nagparamdam na di interesado sakin. Pero bakit parang ang hirap nya paamuhin. There was something on that Mika Reyes that I can't figured out. She seems so mysterious and elusive. Twice pa lang kami nagkita but she did changed something in me. I know that I'm acting stupid because I want to chase her even if I knew it's wrong. She's taken. Damn Ravena! Mag isip ka never ka pa nanira ng relationship. Kung gusto mo talaga sya makuha, let Mika end her relationship first with that bastard boyfriend of her. Chase her kung wala na sya sabit. Maybe that's why she's not interested in you because of that guy. Pero anu ba meron sa guy na yun at may something kay Mika na di tama. I need to know it. Soon.
I went back to my condo really late. And as I laid myself to bed, I was thinking of her again. Her innocent face like a cute baby. Her glowing perfect skin. Her pink luscious lips. Christ! What are you doing to me Mika? Ayaw mo naman maging close tayo kahit nga friends eh. Di naman kita gagawin flavour of the month. Hay!
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Mika
A week after the kissing incident happened, I was still confused and bothered whenever I think about it. Confused because I liked the way he kissed me, bothered because I know it's wrong but why on earth I can't felt any ounce of guilt.
