Contra - spanish word, means AGAINST.
Kiefer
I'm back in the Philippines. Can't believed that were welcomed by warm greetings from all the Filipinos. Even if we lose the battle for FIBA and got eliminated on the semi finals league, lots of the people still showed supports and proud of us. For them, we gave a good fight and we played all out with our hearts. They are the one who cheered for us and reminding us to heads up. Despite of what happened were still the best basketball cagers for them.
But for me, I'm broken not because we lose the game but I lose Mika. Before I came back home she asked for her freedom. She wants us to forget what happened between our past. She doesn't want me in her life anymore.
Flashback
Madrid, Spain
“Kief can we please talk about the past. I want you to know what really happened to me and let me explain it to you please.” She told me. Were both lying on her bed. I'm holding her and cuddling. I looked at her holding her chin. I sighed as a sign of saying yes to her. The truth I really don't want to hear it but she was so eager to say it to me. I let her this time.
“Ok Baby fine. I'll let you say what you want to say. Explain what you want to explain. I'm listening.” I smiled and sighed then kissed her forehead.
“Kief umalis ako kasi gusto ko takasan ung lahat ng nangyari at gusto ako ni Daddy ipakasal kay Kris. Hiyang hiya ako sa nangyari. Sobra sakit ung mga news about sa atin. Kuya Perry helped me to escape. Ayaw ni kuya makasal ako kay Kris. Gusto ni kuya kung aayusin ko ung buhay ko hindi kasal ang sagot. Gusto nya ayusin ko ulit ung nasira kong pagkatao. But I got scared to face the people. Ang sakit pala mahusguhan ka ng di mo naman talaga sinasadya. Ayaw ko masaktan si Kris pero di ko naman akalain na maiinlove ako sayo. I want to fight for us but how? All the people think were bad people. I'm a bad girl. Ang hirap mahusgahan ng lipunan.” She was crying already. I held her more tightly. Eto ang ayaw ko kya ayaw ko sya magsalita bout the past coz she will eventually break down.
“Shh Baby. Stop it please. Ayaw ko na marinig. Kung di mo kya humarap sa mga tao nanghusga sayo ako ang haharap sakanila. Di mo need mag explain. Ako lang lahat ok.” I made her faced me and kissed her gently.
“Kief you don't understand let's end this.” I was surprised. She removed my arms from her body.
“What you mean end this Baby?” I asked her with a creased on my eyebrows.
“End us. Di mo ba nakikita di talaga tayo pwede. Nung una anjan si Kris ngayon si Agatha. Ayaw ko na maging unfair. Everytime we tried to be together may masasaktan. Were not meant to be Kief. And if we insist to be together yung mga tao naman ang kalaban natin.” She was still crying real hard.
“ So your saying I'm not worth it. Our love is not worth it. Kaya ayaw mo lumaban? Kya mas gugustihin mo magtago at umayaw kasi mas masasaktan ka sa sinasabi ng ibang tao kesa ung mawala ako sayo? Yun ba yun Miks?” I asked her. I'm furious already. Disappointment. Can't believed that I'm hearing it right now from her.
“Let's just accept the fact that we can't change the past. We can't change the people who judges us. Tama na ung pain. Ayaw ko na masaktan. Ayaw ko na maging unfair. Bumalik ka ng Pinas. Marry Agatha. Yun na ung buhay mo. Wag muna ibahin at baguhin. Past na ko. It means tapos na. Tapos na tayo.” She said seriously. Ngayon ko lang sya nakita na ganun kaseryoso at galit.
“Ayaw mo ko ilaban? Yun ba yun? Ok sige if masyado ka takot sa mga tao. Masyado mo iniisip ung sasabihin nila against you. But honestly Miks it's not the people who are against you, against us coz the real truth it's you who are against us. Di mo pa nga natry ilaban tayo sumuko at tumakbo ka na agad. Siguro nga ung love mo hanggang pagtago lang sakin. Hindi mo nga siguro ako kaya mahalin na gaya ng love na binibigay ko. Duwag ka Mika Reyes.” I said. I was really pissed off and disappointed. It hurts to know that she's not interested to fight for us.
