Con Ansiedad por Separacion spanish for SEPARATION ANXIETY.
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Hi Miefs.
Just did a short special ud for this story. Namiss ko lang mangharot para may ganap. Ahihi. Enjoy! Sorry inagiw na naman brain ko.
Grazzi Miefs!!!
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Mika
I woke up earlier than usual. My happy pill is still sleeping soundly at her crib. Sarap pa ng tulog ng batang makulit. Last night nahirapan ako patulugin si Mikie dahil nagwawala. She kept on calling her Dad. Namimiss nya na Daddy nya. Sobrang Daddy's girl at spoiled kasi kay Kiefer kaya ayun nasanay sya na asa tabi ang ama nya.
Today, it's exactly 15 days when Kiefer left us to go to Las Vegas for a rigid trainings for the preparation of FIBA world cup. This time mas matagal sya dun. Two weeks more pa sya dun. Two weeks more pa ang hihintayin ko. Pinunit ko na nga ang calendar sa bahay para lang di ko maisip kung gano pa sya katagal.
Hindi ko na din sya kinakausap. Kahit tawag nya or request for a face time session iniignore ko na. Mas lalo ko kasi sya namimiss sa tuwing nakakausap ko. At ayoko umiyak dahil dumadami lang ang parusa ko pagbalik nya. Nakakainis kasi sya. Sinanay nya ko masyado kaya ayan tuloy hinahanap hanap ko sya.
I'm having a hard time dealing with these mixed emotions of missing him. Separation Anxiety as they would say.
I understand him naman and our situation but the time and distance is killing me. Ang hirap malayo sa taong nasanay ka ng kasama mo araw araw. Aaminin ko sobrang clingy ko na sakanya. Eh kasi sya din naman naspoiled ako ng sobra. Although we have Mikie, still he see to it that we still have a time for each other. Yun ung namimiss ko sakanya.
Aaminin ko medyo nakakabaliw ang separation anxiety na eto ah. May time na iiyak na lang ako kasi gusto ko na sya kayakap o katabi sa bed. May time na bigla na lang ako napapa ngiti kasi may naalala ko na regular namin ginagawa. I missed my hubby so much. I missed my aggressive gentleman.
I reached for our wedding portrait at the bedside table and stares at our picture for a while. Every morning ganito ginagawa ko. New habit or ritual to stare our picture together before I start my day. Ang lala na ng pagkamiss ko sakanya.
"Nakakainis kang maitim ka. You spoiled me so much. Tagal tagal mo pa jan wala tuloy nagluluto sakin ng breakfast, wala nagreready ng bubble bath ko, wala akong morning kisses and cuddles, walang bumubulong ng I love you. Uwi ka na please. Miss na kita."
I said while looking at our picture. My tears wont stop from rolling to my cheeks.
I really really missed him.
Kiefer
Another fun filled and productive day had passed in GILAS Team. Though every trainings that we have seems to be more tougher and dreadful still the eagerness to achieve a new set of goals is within us. All of us are optimistic that this upcoming FIBA season we can replace a new record in competing on that said league.
And even though all of us are starting to feel the exhaustion plus the fact that were missing are love ones, still we're trying to fight the thing called "separation anxiety" by cheering up each and everyone in the team. Kahit mukha na kami tanga sa pagpopost ng kung anu ano sa Instagram at Twitter sige lang. Pasikat sabi ng iba pero para sa amin, one way of saying "Hi and Hello" to our loved ones, supporters, and fans.
Lalo ako. My gorgeous ex girlfriend and wife now is acting really weird. Hindi ako kinakausap ni Mika. Ayaw nya sagutin mga tawag ko at kahit face time request iniignore din nya. Wala naman ako naalalang ginagawang kasalanan sakanya. At nang tinanong ko naman kung anu ung mali ko sagot lang nya
