I honestly need to have a say in this but seriously, why are families so toxic?
Why do they judge everything and anything we do?
Can't they just let us have our own dreams and plans?Why do they assume random shit on their own?
Like hello, I go to school to learn, and there is seriously no one at school that I like in particular but yeah I go to school cause I need to! Yet they're just making assumptions that I go to school to whore around just because we got a free class one day and we played outside?
I can't stand toxicity, I'm tired of all the slut shaming I get for something I never did!
I'm sick of being judged with everything I do.Why can't I just be treated like most other girls? I want to just wear what I want, do what I love and at least be able to make up my own choices?
I'm a slut cause there is a guy I like? Is that it? That's what my family assumes, just because I like a guy doesn't mean I wanna go around and have sex with them! Nope!
It's not easy living in a house where you're not comfortable with, where you flinch at everything, where you're always under control, where you can't even express yourselves!
Hiding my emotions has made me lose control of my emotions, I have a horrible temper and I make terrible tantrums and it's not even funny anymore that people make fun of it.
It's seriously annoying when someone who knows nothing about you starts giving you advice on how a girl should behave.
It's tiresome living with people who are not your parents and yet still not being able to do anything about it,
You'd hear them cursing, swearing and insulting you yet you need to show no emotions because you're still a kid and it's just a phase.
My temper tantrums are getting worse and worse, I've broken a lot of things and unintentionally hurt myself in this process and for reals! I don't want any one's pity or affection I just wanted to get this off my chest cause I've got no one to share my inner thoughts and feelings with.
Bye... Hope y'all have a nice day out there! Since it's morning here in my place!
And yes stay safe and healthy! ❤❤
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