ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝔾𝕒𝕪(ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕙𝕦𝕟)

Chapter 28

Sehun slowly turned to look at the person who had pulled him down, he had a soft yet worried expression on his face and he was very good looking, Sehun admitted.

"Please don't take your own life, it's precious, you can talk to me if you want to" the other male said.

"My life isn't p-precious everyone wants be dead anyways" Sehun stammered avoiding looking at the other male, "Everyone hates me" he muttered.

"I don't hate you" the other male said, "That's because you don't know what kind of person
I am" Sehun mumbled, "Oh really? What kind of person are you?" the other asked him,  "I'm gay and disgusting" Sehun answered, the other male only hummed, "So  am I and I don't find myself disgusting, I'm proud of who I am" he said looking at Sehun, Sehun who was staring at the ground looked at the other male who smiled at him, "I'm a therapist, how about a little coffee at my apartment if you don't mind?" he questioned.

"My name is Zhang Yixing by the way but you can call me Lay" he said, "What's your name, young boy?" the male asked him, "Sehun, Oh Sehun" he replied.

**

Baekhyun paced up and down his apartment,all he could feel was guilt and anger for some reason and he could not take Kyungsoo's hurt expression out of his mind and it was driving him to insanity.

He let out a groan of frustration, should I call and apologize? Wait why should I? Why am I even thinking about D.O Kyungsoo right now?

He let out a huge groan before standing up and grabbing his jacket, I need some fresh air  he thought to himself as he made his way out of the apartment.

He walked alone, with his hood covering his head making him look mysterious, he took out a cigarette and lighted it before taking a long puff out of it, letting out a long sigh as he did so.

He had found an old park which he never knew existed until he discovered it that day, he sat on an old bench and starred into nothingness as he smoked his cigarette.

Losing himself into his own world of fantasies he was about to fall asleep when a voice called out to him making Baekhyun jerk awake.

He immediately became alarmed at the sight of Taeyeon in front of him, "What are you doing here?" he asked coldly, Taeyeon rolled her eyes,
"Stalking you?" she said before snickering making Baekhyun even more alarmed.

Baekhyun had not seen Taeyeon for a while ans he thought the other had given up after seeing him kiss Kyungsoo but here she was again, what was she doing there? What did she want from Baekhyun?

"Calm your tits young man I've already moved on from you so don't act like I'm going to kill you" she joked, "Really?" Baekhyun asked still unsure, "Yeah and someone helped me with it, she's an amazing person" Taeyeon said as he sat next to Baekhyun who tried his best not to flinch.

"The girl who helped me move on was named Tiffany Young, she's just amazing,  and she also happens to be councellor, how amazing is that?" she added before taking out a small card from her trouser pocket, "She's amazing if you ever feel like you need guidance she's perfect for it" Taeyeon said and handed Baekhyun the card. Then she left leaving Baekhyun all alone.

He stared at the card, Why would I need this anyways? he thought to himself and was about to throw it away when something made him not do it, he did not know what but he felt a weird urge to keep it.

**

Chanyeol lied on his bed staring at the ceiling, a whole roller coaster of emotions running inside him,  why couldn't he stop thinking about Sehun? Why was he regretting the things he had done? He thought it would make him happy but it made him more miserable than he already was.

His thoughts drifted to the night before he exposed Sehun 's sexuality.

Chanyeol returned home after long hours of practicing his guitar, when he opened the door  littel Jimin ran up to him and hugged him, Chanyeol hugged him and smiled at him, then he noticed that Jimin was holding a toy car

"Where did you get that toy car?" He asked the small boy, "Pretty isn't it?" Jimin questioned smiling from ear to ear.  Chanyeol nodded his head in response, "My other daddy got it for me" Jimin replied. "Other daddy?" Chanyeol questioned, "Yes" Jimin answered.

Suddenly his blood began to boil with utter anger when he heard laughter from the living room, he headed to the living room to find his mom with his dad and his boyfriend.

"What are you doing here?" He asked glaring at them,  his dad's partner tried to smile and awkwardly introduced himself, "You're fucking disgusting!  A fucking fag!" he yelled, feeling his eyes  burn, "Mom how could you let two fucking fags inside this house?" he questioned, but was stopped into saying more when his m slapped him.

"GET OVER YOURSELF! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT"  she yelled at him, Chanyeol's eyes widened, he then stormed out of the room and rushed up to his bedroom.

He threw his backpack against the wall and let out a scream of anger, "How could mom forget all the pain his dad had brought them?"

When his dad revealed that he was gay and left them all alone, his mom had to suffer the most, hearing gossips from the neighbors, finding a job, looking after her two kids alone while working in overtime.

There were times when Chanyeol would catch his mother crying alone in her bedroom and Chanyeol felt useless because he could not do anything for her.

He was also bullied miserably at school, being called a fag's son.

This let to his hatred for gay people and swore to make anyone who was gay to suffer the pain he had to go through and that was also the reason why he exposed Sehun to the whole school.

He thought he didn't care what would happen to Sehun but why was he suddenly worried?

"Not everyone can have a happy ending"