ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝔾𝕒𝕪(ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕙𝕦𝕟)

Chapter 27

"Where are you going?" Sehun's father asked when he saw Sehun in jeans and t shirt and not his school uniform, "Our club has an outing today" Sehun answered in a low voice, "What club?" his dad asked coldly, "The arts club" Sehun answered swallowing hard.

"Art club? Is that where all the gays reside?" his father said with a scoff,
"No, there are actually nice people there" Sehun answered, his father let out another scoff, "Have all the fun while you can Sehun, cause when you're eighteen, I'm kicking you out of the house" his father said, Sehun's eyes widened at what he had just heard.

"Wha-" he was about to question his father when his father shut him off,
"Don't say anything, you don't have any right to, be thankful I'm tolerating you for another year" his father said getting up fr the sofa he was sitting and walking into his room.

Sehun clenched his hands on his backpack sling, his heart aching and lost in thoughts.

He quietly walked out of the house, this is all my fault anyways so there's no need to be sad, I deserve it. he thought to himself

Sehun reached the school gates, he saw his teacher and a bunch of other students standing there and walked towards them, one of them was nice enough to greet him, "I'm Jackson by the way" he said with a wide smile, "Sehun, Oh Sehun" Sehun responded.

"Not that I'm nosy or something but I peeked at your drawings in the last class and they were amazing!" Jackson complimented, "thanks" Sehun answered, "you gotta show me how you work with those shades" he added, "I would love to" Sehun answered.

"Alright kids, here are the students who'd be joining us on the outing today" Mr Wu said, addressing to a bunch of students standing next to their teacher.

Sehun looked up and he frowned inwardly as he saw the people who were joining them, "Johnny, Ten and Taeyong"
Kris Wu said, not the bullies Sehun thought.

"Are you okay?" Jackson asked him when he noticed Sehun spacing out.

"uh-yeah" Sehun answered giving Jackson a small smile, "In the bus people,in the bus" Mr Wu said, the students walked inside the bus and Sehun followed them, lucky for him he found a window seat in the back of the bus where he liked it best, but that joy was soon tarnished when Johnny and his minions followed right behind sitting him.

He felt his seat being kicked, "This is going to be a fun outing" Johnny said making his minions laugh.

Sehun clutched on his backpack driving himself into a corner not wanting to be noticed by anyone.

"P-Please let me g-go" Sehun begged and Johnny pulled his hair making him face the taller male, "You disgust me" Johnny whispered into his ears before jerking his head to the wall, pressing his head against the concrete, "The world is being polluted because of people like you"Taeyong said glaring at Sehun while chewing on a bubble gum.

"You're going to hell, are you aware of that?" Mark said, "J-Just let me go" Sehun begged tears streaming down his eyes, "You think we'll just let you go? Oh please~ be thankful we joined this outing just to teach you a nice lesson" said.

"Because at school you're always annoyingly clinging onto those stupid minions of yours"
Johnny said, "Aren't you aware you're making their lives miserable? Being with a gay sissy little bitch, do you think they'll be happy?" Johnny questioned, "Or are they as disgusting as you are?" Mark questioned, "They're n-not like that" Sehun said.

"Hey- why don't you do the world a favor and just disappear forever? Then everyone would be happy" Mark said, Johnny yanked his hand off Sehun.

The boys who had dragged him all the way to the washroom walked out of the washroom leaving a shattering Sehun behind.

Why don't you just die?
Why don't you do us a favor and disappear forever?
You're a burden
You're disgusting

Those words lingered on Sehun's head and he could no longer handle it.

He grabbed his backpack and ran out of the art museum not caring about the outing anymore.

They're right, I should just disappear he thought to himself remembering how he felt that all he ever brought to the people he lived with was burden and pain, he could not even defend himself, he was weak, a fag, a murderer and a burden.

He walked around the town aimlessly not having any location to head to, he lost himself in between the town surrounded by people who were unknown of his woes and pain and just made the assumption that he had gone insane.

"I c-can't do this anymore" Sehun said to himself standing on the rooftop all by himself, all these days he had been bottling his feelings up, his pain, his worries, the hatred he got, the glares he got, words that had left a deep scar on his heart and people who left him.

A high pitched scream escaped his mouth and he felt himself feeling dizzy, "N-No please leave me alone" he began to mutter feeling his whole body going restless as he began to hear sirens in his ears.

Sehun fell to the ground as he wept, he wept as much as he wanted to because nobody was there to hear his cries, it made him feel both broken and relieved.

Relieved because nobody would see him in that state and think poorly of him and broken because nobody was there to lend a shoulder to cry on at that very moment.

It was like he was afraid of people's presence because he was worried them he might be a burden but at the same time he was afraid of the things he would think of doing if he was all alone.

"I r-really can't do this anymore" he said to himself, stepping on top of the concrete wall he looked down, this will end everything, if I endy life, everything will be okay . And with that thought he closed his eyes years streaming down from it as he prepared to jump.

But just as he was about to jump, a strong hand pulled him away making him fall to the group,
"Please don't do that to yourself" the person who pulled him away said to him.

(ps: I sincerely apologise for not updating for so long )