ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝔾𝕒𝕪(ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕙𝕦𝕟)

Chapter 3

Sehun was glad the classes were over and he could finally head home, not that he liked staying at home but at the least it was way better than at school.

He was making his way out of the school as quickly as possible when someone pulled him by the wrist,

"Hey! You!" a male said, Sehun gulped and looked up to face the said boy, he was tall and looked dominating and there were two other boys behind him, "Aren't you the new kid in class?" he tallest asked him, and Sehun just nodded his head, too scared to open his mouth.

"The way you walk... it's sissy" the tallest said and let out a laugh which was followed by the other two, "Let me go...." he said trying to pull away from them, "Hey...we just wanted to be friends" the tallest said but by the sound of his tone, Sehun very much knew they had no intention of being friends with him.

"Please let me go..." he begged looking helpless, but the grip on his hands tightened as he gave Sehun a harsh pull, "Aren't you quite rude? We said we just wanted to be friends" he said glaring at Sehun, Sehun hated this, he just wanted to go back home.

"What are you doing? Leave him alone" suddenly a voice called out from behind, "Leave him alone Johnny" a boy taller than all of them said walking towards them, "Chanyeol.." one of the boys mumbled,
"Awe... Why do you care?  Don't tell me you have the softs for this barbie doll" Johnny said grinning, "Just let him go before I beat you into a pulp" Chanyeol threatened, "Geez... Fine we were just playing around anyways" Johnny said letting go of Sehun's wrist, and walking away.

Sehun looked at the mark on his wrist which was caused by the other's grip which was too tight, his skin was sensitive and reacted to every touch way too easily, he hated it.

"Are you okay? Did they hurt you?" the taller asked him walking towards him, "I-I'm fine" he answered immediately, "That's a relief" the other said giving him a smile and Sehun hated how it made his heart skip a beat, "I'll go now" he said bowing a little before rushing out of the school.

Quite adorable isn't he? Chanyeol thought smirking as he watched Sehun's tiny figure making it's way out of the school.

Sehun came home to an empty house which did not bother him,changing out from his uniform he walked towards the kitchen to get himself something to eat, frozen food in the fridge which he had to microwave before eating was all he ever got to eat when he came back home from school, if his mom was still alive she would have made him a warm cup of tea and freshly picked desserts from the bakery.

But it was his fault his mother was gone, it was his fault that his family had stopped loving him because he killed their mother and he thought he deserved it.

Sehun sighed walking back to his room and shutting it behind him, he layed on his bed and random thoughts began to blurr his mind,

"EW FAGGOT! GET YOUR GAY ASS OFF OUR GROUP! AND TO THINK WE WERE FRIENDS!"

"SEHUN WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS A DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY?"

"YOU ARE BETTER OFF DEAD"

Tears brimmed down his eyes as he stared at the blade he was holding,
Do it. Do it. Do it. You deserve it.
The voice inside his head chanted and without a moment of hesitation Sehun cut his wrist, slowly drips of blood stained the carpet, the cut was deep and Sehun felt the pain making his hands shiver but it also made him feel better, he should be punished for his sins right?

The new cut added to the rest of his other cuts, this was why he never wore T-shirts, he had to cover it,he did not want others to see it, he did not want others to see how pathetic he was, he was gay, he was a coward,
he ruined his family, he ruined his own life, he was not smart, he was weak, he hated himself.

After wiping the blood off the carpet he sat up covering his cut with his sleeves, he tiredly opened his school back and got his history texbook and notebook out, he had already received assignments even on the first day of his school.

Not that he was good at studies, but he liked doing his homeworks and assignments because it kept his mind occupied he liked it when he was busy because that way he wouldn't have horrible flashbacks creeping up his mind.

Sehun was almost dozing off after working on the assignment for two hours when he heard the front door open and a small voice filled the house, "Sehunnie hyung where are you? Taetae is back from school" he could hear the little voice calling out, a small smile creeped up his face at the sound of that particular voice, he sat up and walked out of his room to be met by two beady eyes looking up at him with a gummy smile, "Look Look Taetae drew this today and got an A" the tiny boy said holding up a picture of a big red coloured apple with a big A at the side.

Sehun tried to look amazed, "You drew that?" he asked pointing at the picture, "Yes isn't it a BIG  apple?" little Tae asked his eyes widening,
"It is indeed" Sehun said mouthing an 'OH'

"Tae... Come and have your food" Junmyeon said from over the kitchen,
Sehun's older brother Junmyeon ran a bar  which was active mostly at night so during the day he took the responsibility of taking and bringing Taehyung home.

"Okay coming~" Taehyung hummed,
"Hyung come with me, I have a story to tell you" Taehyung said as he grabbed Sehun by the wrist, Sehun flinched a little when he felt pressure on his newly cut wound, as he let his younger brother drag him off to the kitchen.