ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝔾𝕒𝕪(ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕙𝕦𝕟)

Chapter 30

"Here have some tea, it'll help you feel better" Yixing said handing Sehun a warm cup of tea, "t-thanks" Sehun mumbled taking the cup, Yixing patted Sehun's hair as he wrapped a blanket around the smaller' s weak body, "Just take rest" he said standing up and walking out of the room.

He called Minseok and told him that Sehun was with him, he had taken the boy inside his house after finding Sehun crying terribly at his doorstep.

Minseok called Luhan and told him where Sehun was and assured him not to worry, "I'll give you Yixing 's number, I think he'll be a good councellor for Sehun because he himself as gone through something similar" Minseok said, Luhan just hummed in response.

"What's going on?" Junmyeon asked, Luhan looked at his brother with a sigh, "Long story" he mumbled resting his head on the sofa, Junmyeon folded his arm, "Tell me about it" he said.

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"Hyung why do people hate gay people so much?" Sehun asked with a blanket wrapped around him and a warm cup of tea wrapped around his fingers.

"A lot of them are just stupid and doesn't understand the fact that we don't choose whom we love, most are brought out in an environment which makes them homophobic" Yixing said sitting beside him, Sehun nodded his head sipping on his tea, "But you know what? You're perfect just the way you are, love yourself as you are, being gay isn't wrong as some people assume, it's just who we were and we need to learn to embrace it with pride, don't let other people's words get you, it's not a fact, it's just what they think and you don't have to agree with it if you don't want you, because you have the freedom to choose what you want to believe and what you don't want to believe, don't let other people control your emotions" Yixing said, a tear rolled down his eyes, nobody had ever told him words as comforting as what Yixing had just said.

"You're right hyung thanks" he mumbled, Yixing rubbed the smaller's back in a comforting manner, "There's no need to thank me dear, I'm going to be here for you from now on" he said, Sehun found himself lost in his own emotions and bursted out crying, Yixing immediately pulled the smaller into his chest and hugged him as the other let out all his emotions.

Yixing wanted to help him, be with him, make him feel free, because he saw his old self in him and he wanted to change that and make him believe that everyone is perfect in their own ways and that everyone has flaws and we need to accept them.

After Sehun's outburst he felt asleep on his chest, he carried Sehun to his bed and layed him there covering him with the blanket, then walked out of the room.

Just as he closed the door, he got a phone call, it was from an unknown number, "Yes?" He answered the phone, "Hello, is this Yixing?" the voice asked him, "Yes this is and you are?" He questioned, "I'm Luhan, Sehun's older brother" the other said, "Oh" he mumbled his voice getting cold at the mention of the other's identity.

Sehun had told him about Luhan, he still remembered the day Sehun was shaking terribly and crying while blaming himself for what had happened to his mother, "Why did you call?" he asked coldly, "Are you kidding me? My brother is with you and you're a total stranger so I was worried" Luhan answered and Yixing let out a scoff, "Worried? Too bad Sehun trusts this stranger more than his own blood related brother who made him feel like an outcast, blaming all his pain on him ans making him blame himself for the pain he's going through" Yixing said, his ears were red with anger, he heard the other sigh from the other side.

"I know I've been a jerk" Luhan said, "Jerk? Yeah you don't even deserve to be called his brother, are you really an adult?" Yixing snapped, "Look I don't even know you but what you said is totally true and I regret my actions, I just don't want to lose my brother, so can you stay by his side till he feels better?" Luhan asked, "You don't have to even ask me to do that, it's good you're finally realising that you're his older brother" Yixing said sarcastically, "Just take care of him" Luhan said and Yixing hummed in response before ending the call.

He gently opened the door to see if the other was still asleep and smiled finding Sehun peacefully sleeping, he closed the door behind him and got himself a blanket and layed on the couch.

Sehun woke up feeling a small headache from crying the previous night but he also felt better,
"Good morning Sehun, take this medicine it will make the headache vanish in an instant then I'll drop you to school" Yixing said handing Sehun a small pill and a glass of water, "How did you know I had a headache?" Sehun questioned as he took the pill and the water, "I just do, now eat the medicine and we'll have breakfast" Yixing said, Sehun gave Yixing a small smile of gratitude, "Thanks a lot hyung" he said.

Yixing had to drop off Sehun to his place so he could get his things for school, he was worried about the other going to school that day but Sehun insisted he should head to school.

Sehun quietly entered the house to find the rest of his family having breakfast, Taehyung ran up to him and hugged him, Sehun smiled picking the other up and hugging him close to him,
"Don't leave me alone again okay?" Taehyung said pouting, Sehun kissed his forehead, "I won't" he answers, "Sehun did you have breakfast?" Luhan asked him, Sehun just nodded in response and walked to his room putting Taehyung down, he changed into his school uniform and walked out ignoring the other's looking at him and only hugged Taehyung, once he was out of the house he let out a sigh, it was almost like he found it hard to breathe in his own house.

(A/n I promise Baeksoo will make a comeback in the next chapter:-)