Blackbird

*Steves POV* + some of (Y/N)'s POV

I woke up before her, my arms engulfing hers and holding her. We must have shifted in our sleep. I knew she'd be pissed when she woke up and I was with her. Slowly, I tried getting my arm away from under her. She stirred slightly and I froze, waiting for the storm to hit but she just kept sleeping after mumbling something I didn't understand. A few minutes later I successfully got up from the bed and got my duvet and pillow before bringing them to my room and taking a shower. I remembered the party from last night and how she had let loose for once since I have known her. She danced and sang with the other girls and had fun. It seemed funny to me she could be so fun to be around. We got along so well, it was liberating to not fight with her.  I could get used to that.

I got out the shower and got dressed, after that I made my way to the kitchen to make some coffee. I knew she'd need it after her asgardian drinking adventure. I also grabbed some Advil and a glass of water that I carefully placed next to her on the bedside table, careful to not wake the dragon. After taking care of her and being sure she was alright I rode the elevator down to the common room where the others where taking their breakfast. The big table that stood to the left of the entertainment station with the sofas was filled with delicious foods we all would appreciate after our night drinking. The rest of the team sat there, Pepper had also gotten back from Italy, and Peter was skipping school again, the only one missing was (Y/N).

'Morning everyone. All sleep well?'

They all grunted or said good morning halfheartedly. I sat down next to Bucky and we all began talking about yesterdays party. Half an hour passed and (Y/N) hadn't come down yet.

'Hey Steve whats up with (Y/N)? What did you do to her last night? Saw you going up together.'

Natasha had asked over the table. The others stopped their conversations and waited for my answer. This one's tricky.

'Nothing happened. (Y/N) was extremely hammered and I helped her into her bed and left.'

I know I am lying but hell would have to break loose for me to tell them what really happened. They'd automatically think we had sex and I am pretty sure she doesn't even remember having asked me to sleep with her. They were all watching me, expecting to tell them I told a lie.

'Steve? c'mon man tell us. We saw how you didn't fight last night. I mean ALL NIGHT not a single banter or yell. It was weird to watch, man.'

'Yeah dude, you looked at each other funny.'

Sam and Bucky tried to get something out of me but I didn't know what to say. To be honest I had felt the looks she had given me last night and I knew I gave her the same ones.But I didn't know if I could blame that on the alcohol. It started as a glance here and there and then went on with little smiles and grins. It was nice having her attention in a positive way and I think my hate towards her started to shift in to well... dislike only. I think.

'Mornin' guys. What are you talking about?'

A rather sleepy Ms. Young came to the table. She was wearing a really long oversized shirt and her hair was let loose and messy. Her legs completely on display. She looked extremely good and young. Living with her in the compound seems to get harder and harder by the second. Or maybe thats just me.

'Oh nothing hunny. Just about how Steve and you left together and well... you didn't come back so... what happened?'

Nat just couldn't shut up.

'I don't know, I can't remember to be honest. I am never drinking asgardian ade again. Never. I fucking hate you for giving me that stuff, Lokes.'

Loki laughed at her and whispered something to Thor, which made him also laugh.
Her eyes closed after she sat down, pain all over face. I felt a little guilty that it didn't affect me as it did her. I decided to break the silence that settled over us.

'Hey, did you take the Advil? I put water next to it.'

'Yeah I took it now quit yelling.'

'Wow there it is again. I thought you liked each other now. Being all friendly to each other.' Tony was really an ass.

'Never happening. Just didn't want (Y/N) throwing up on my carpet. That's all.', I said giggling. Nat shooting me a look of disapproval.

'Fuck you, Tony. And you too Rogers. Imma kick that ass of yours on Thursday.' (Y/N) is in a mood when drunk.

'I love you too, Tiny. Now go up to your room and change. We have a meeting in an hour and I need you there.'

I was about to respond to her before Tony chimed in.
We all looked at him. It is a Sunday, why do we have a meeting on Sunday? Something was wrong. And as big as an ass he is he never bosses people around when it is not absolutely necessary. We all got up and started cleaning everything from the table and put leftovers away.

'Why do I need to be there? I don't work on Sundays. And I'm fucking hung over dude.'

(Y/N) was still sitting at the table downing her coffee as if it was her only life essence.

*(Y/N)'s POV*

My head hurts. Everything hurts. I will never ever drink anything Loki gives me. Even if I ask for it. When I woke up I found a glass of water and some pills. They helped a lot and I had to remember to thank Steve for taking me to bed. But I also had to keep my knowledge to myself. I know the others would hype it up to much.

After breakfast I went straight to the bathroom to shower and then to get dressed. I felt shitty. Whatever Tony had to say in the meeting it had to be important if not I had no choice but to kick his ass. I already felt I was in a mood today.
I put on some comfortable shorts and a crop top and picked up my huge cardigan from the floor an the way out my door. Next stop was the kitchen. I picked up a tall glass and but in some strong cold brew to help me stay alive. After that I went down to where the other were.

Meeting room 3. The missions and weaponry room.

'Good, (Y/N) is alive. Now sit.'

Tony seemed nervous. I was getting really worried. And the fact he wanted me to be in the meeting seemed sus as well.

'Okay so guys now that everyone is here we need to plan a mission. The reason our PA is here is because Furry wants her in.'

A gasp escaped from my mouth. Fury? wanted me in? why? The other also started to mumble as some of them didn't know about my past. I was getting nervous because my last mission had resulted in PTSD and panic attacks.

'I know some of you are confused and (Y/N) I know how you feel butI will explain everything so please all stay calm.'