This times /Jace Wayland/

-Chapter 5-

"Shadowhunters ..." Said one of the guys. We were still standing there holding our hands. The guy came closer and took off his hood. He held out his hand. "Come to the circle."

I stepped into the circle. "Step away, Jace Wayland." After the guy said that, I turned around smiled at the blondie and nodded.

He leaned to me, is he gonna kiss me, because this would be like the worst timing ever, but still we would kiss. But unfortunately he whispered to me. "I'll be right here." And with that walked to the end of the room.

I sighed and looked up to Silent Brother. He said "The search of your unconscious is a perilous one."

"Please ..." I spoke softly. "My memories were blocked. I need them back." The others men in the room came closer to me.

"If you are not strong enough." The brother paused. "The Soul-Sword will kill you."

For a moment I froze. Did I wanna die ? Of course not. But maybe this is the only thing we can do. But also what if this wouldn't help anything. Oh no, I am overthinking. That's not good. I have to do this, I can do this, I am strong enough.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. I opened them. "I'm ready."

The Soul-Sword starting going down. Slowly until it was on my head. The pain was something I've never experience in my life. When suddenly the memory came out.

"You have to be careful, you know how Ashley is and what is she capable of. If they find out the truth. We have to tell them." Luke appeared in my room.

"Ashley won't know anything, not this time. I know it wasn't right but ... what I was supposed to do. She was just a kid, you think she would be better off with Valentine." My mom said desperately.

"No, you know I don't. But one day you will have to tell them. The whole truth."

"If she ever finds out that her, ... her father is Valentine." That was the last thing I heard my mom said.

I gasped loudly, trying to catch my breathe. "What was that supposed to mean ?"

Jace ran to me grabbing my hand immediately. "Ash, do you know where the Cup is ?"

It took me a moment process everything. "What, no." I shook my head.

"Only fragments of her memory were accessible to us." Brother spoke.

"What does that memory mean ?" I asked, still no being able to figure out.

"They're your memories, we can't tell anything else." The man nodded his head.

"And how am I supposed to figure it out ?" I was desperate. Here was big secret again but this time without any clue what happened in past. Our mom is gone, Luke's God knows where, so is Dot and I seriosly don't think Clary knows.

"What is it ? What did you see ?" Jace asked not taking his eyes off me.

"I, I don't ..." In this time I fully cried. "I have to go, get Clary." I cleared my throath and ran away with tears falling down. Jace right after me.

When I saw Clary I ran straight to her. I jump in her arms with wet cheeks from tears, but I wasn't crying anymore.

"Whoa ... " My sister (?) ask confused, because she knew that I've almost never hug anyone. Until it was necessary. "What happened ?"

"She lied to us again. " I started explain. I didn't even noticed that Alec was standing next to Jace. "I don't exactly what was, but ... but it was something that we should've never known. In that memory mom said something like she can't find out that her father is Valentine." They were shocked. But the important thing nobody notice because two boys started to argue with each other. "Hey. You didn't notice. The memory said that SHE can't find out not THEY."