Stolen hearts

Chapter 8

It's Friday the day I get to go home. Even though I have to return every 2 weeks and have to go to nancy's office once a week it still felt good to get out of the hospital.

Every day I do excersize to work on moving my fingers. I am proud to say with the help of nancy and Cody and zane thanks to his visiting me daily. I can now move multiple fingers at once! It's a big step for me. My doctor says that means with a lot of hard work I may gain mobility from the waist up. I will be home schooled till I feel like I'm ready to go out in public.

"Hun it's time to go!" April says walking in with a wheel chair. I also have a motorized one that I can use around the house by myself. I just push a button with my finger and slide my finger across a pad to turn it.

I look at April with a smile as Cody lifts me into the chair.

"Thank you good sir!" I tell him with a smile on my face. Because of the damage to my brain I get bad mood swings. One minute I will be happy the next I will hate someone.

"Your welcome my lady." He says wheeling me to the front desk. Nurses and doctors tell me good bye as I leave. To some it's goodbye forever and some I will see later.

We get to the car and I am lifted into this adult carseat so I won't fall over. Cody buckles me in and sits next to me. I glare at him.

"What?" He ask me.

"You want to thumb wrestle?" It may seem silly but it's my favorite game now that I have the use of my fingers back and I play it all the time with any one who will play.

"Only if you don't cheat!"

"How do I cheat!" I screamed at him getting worked up a little. Fucking mood swings. I knew it was ment to be a joke. "Fine I won't cheat just please play."

"Fine" Cody takes my hand and we play 15 game until we reach home. I am proud to say I won 9 of them.

Cody picks me up and puts me in the chair then wheels me up the ramp(that is new) into the kitchen. I have been to Cody's house many times its a 5bed 4bath gorgeous Victorian style house. Then he puts me in a chair that moves up the wall to get to the top of the stairs. It was quite fun. Cody walking right by me. The put me in the chair witch he brought with him and took me to the room across the hall from his.

When he opened the room my jaw dropped. They had completely re done the room to match my teal blue room. It also had all my furniture. What got me the most was the picture on my end table. It was of me and my mom on my 17th birthday a month before the accedent. The most recent photo of us.

I started to cry this is the first time I've seen her face since before the accident. Before she died. I didn't make it to her funeral.

By now Cody had wheeled me over to the end table and placed the picture into my hand. I drew a circle around her face.

"I didn't go to her funeral!" I wispered to him not taking my eyes away from the photo.

"How could you. You were in a coma!" He stated but before he sad anything I started to cry harder he tried to pull me into a hug.

"Please leave me alone!" I cried before he could touch me. But instead of listening to me he picked me up and set me on the bed. Pulling the covers over me. While I was still in a somewhat laying/sitting Dow position and set the photo in my hand. Then he finally left me crying on my own.

I was so frustrated and pissed and sad. I just wanted to scream so I did. It wasn't any words. But it got me crying more then hyperventilating.

"Mommy why did you leave me?" I cried looking into the photo. "Or why didn't you take me with you! I loved you and I killed the only person who was there from the beginning. Why'd you have to go I loved you." I cried like that until I drifted into a dreamless sleep.

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Cody's P.O.V

It hurt to see her like this, and knowing that I couldn't help her. I walked out of her room and down stairs to see my mother cooking in the kitchen.

"How's she doing?" My mother asked.

"She saw the photo and broke down. So I put her in bed and left." Just when I said that we both herd a scream I went to run up to help her but my mother grabed my arm.

"Leave her be"

"But mom she could be hurt!" I rushed.

"That was not a scream of pain that was a scream of sadness. She's trying to deal with it." She told me, but I turned and went up stairs n anyway. But before I turned the knob I herd her crying. No more like whimpering.

"why didn't you take me with you! I loved you and I killed the only person who was there from the beginning. Why'd you have to go I loved you." I herd her cry. Hearing her say that made me realize that she was more broken than I thought. So I left her alone to mourn the loss of her mother.

I went down to my mother and gave her a hug. We both stood like that for a while. "I love you mom!"

"I love you to Cody." She says holding me tighter.

"I can't imagine what she's going through. Mom she's blaming herself!" I looked down into my mothers eyes.

" I know Hun, we will help her but she needs time." I let go of my mother.

" I'm going for a run call me when suppers ready and if I don't answer put some in the fridge." I told her heading for the stairs.

I crossed Bentley's room and it was silent so I opened the door and she was asleep. Good she needed her rest. After I got my stuff on I left out the back door.

My parents owned over 200 acres of land so I took off towards one of the many trails. I put in my head phones and just ran to clear my head. I ran till it was hard to breathe. Looking at my phone there was a message from an hour ago from my mother saying suppers done. God my run was almost 2 hours. I dialed my moms number.

"Hello?" She answered.

"Hey mom I'm on my way home I will see you in an hour or less." I assured her.

"Ok well foods in the fridge" she said and hung up.

I put my phone in my pocket an started me long trek home.

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Another one if Cody's pov. What did you think. Comment please and thank you.

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