𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑒 ✫ 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒗𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 [2]

[𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠] (21) ✓

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
"I don't want an apology. I just want to see you die."

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CASSANDRA WAS IN HER BEDROOM, she had decided to get changed because she realized that her clothes were still bloody. She sighs as she finishes brushing her hair, her tongue running over her bottom lip. She knew her humanity was on but she still felt so numb. The pain that she's dealt with, it made her not even want to show her feelings anymore. Her smile felt so forced no matter if people really believed that she was back. She didn't feel back. Her emotions were there she just only felt the pain in her stomach, feeling so alone even though she had everything.

A fiance. Friends. Family. She didn't feel like she was even present. Cassandra knew she could feel but she wasn't. Seeing Klaus, feeling him.. her heart beat for him but she couldn't allow herself to let his love in. She didn't know why. But she would give anything to feel how she did before everything happened. Maybe Silas was the problem that caused it. Maybe it was just because she was messed up.

But she would give anything to actually feel again. Not what she was right now. The numbing sensation of feeling. She never knew touch was so important until it didn't mean anything anymore. When she felt his touch, she couldn't feel it. There are two types of death. She already suffered the first but she still felt like she was dying. Parts of her were suffering and it was like she was dying over and over again. She wasn't lucky. She didn't escape it. Death wasn't kind to her.

Her baby. Cassandra thought maybe she would feel something towards her but there was nothing. Nothing but emptiness. She cried but those tears... They were tears of emotionless anger. Anger that no matter what, she couldn't feel. After screaming it all out, she was empty. Void of all emotion. Her switch was on but it didn't feel like it. She didn't know why. But maybe it was for the better. There was so much pain in her life that maybe this was her brains way of saying she was done. Her life served its purpose. She was at her expiration date.

Maybe she would feel again if she sacrificed herself for the greater good. If she finally did some good with her life instead of all the pain and misery she had caused. Maybe it was her redemption.

Cassandra was broken.

Cassandra jumps when she hears the knock on the door. Turning around, she meets her mom's eyes making her sigh, putting down her hairbrush. "Mom." She says before licking her bottom lip. "Nik sent you in didn't he?" Cassandra asks as she moves over to Helena who nods her head.

"You're pregnant now, cassandra. You can't be throwing yourself into a fight." Helena says and Cassandra only nods. She knew she was pregnant, people didn't keep having to bring it up. Cassandra knew she should protect her baby but she wanted to help everyone defeat the hunters.