My realization yesterday made me sleep at peace somehow. Maybe because, these past few weeks I've been thinking so much about it. When he gets home, I didn't felt happiness and excitement like before.
My heart allow me to sleep peacefully somehow, but it still worries on what should I do next. Should I broke up with him? Should I tell him? I really don't know.
"Hershel" I was lost for a moment, Hindi ko namalayan na nasa school Parking na pala kami.
"Ano Yun?"
"I've been talking to you but it seems like you're not listening. Is something bothering you?"
"Uh... No, what were you saying again?",
"I said I'll be out of the country for a week or more",
I didn't answer because of too much happiness. Pero hindi ko iyon ipinahalata.
"Nagtatampo ka ba? Don't worry I'll be back as soon as I can", he then kissed my nape.
I was about to tell him the truth. That I want to have a break up. But his phone rang.
I bid him goodbye and walks through the path way. There are students who were greeting me. I'm kind of popular here in school.
I think of it again. Maybe it's not yet the right time to say it. I have to give myself time to think about it thoroughly. Also, my parents would freak out kapag nalaman nila na nakipag break ako.
Speaking of, today is their flight to America. They'll stay there for a month. It's a good thing I guess?
____
The next days were so light and refreshing I got to be free from Marco and my parents.
I'm here at library. I'm starting to make a prior research for our thesis project. I already submitted the chapter 1. That's why I'm working on the chapter 2 now.
"Here", someone lend me a book. It was Kylo.
"Why are you giving this to me?"
"References, this book is good for thesis project", he waved his hand that holds a book similar to what he gave me.
I nodded and start scanning the book.
And he's right. I saw a lot of literature that could support our research."Thanks for this"
And he just nodded
"Paano mo nalaman ang about sa book na ito?"
"Ah that, I got to read all of the books here",
Halos malaglag ang panga ko sa sinabi niya. Did he just said all?
"Are you even serious?"
He act as if he's thinking.
"Oh sorry my bad, may bagong libro palang dumating, Hindi ko pa pala nababasa Yun. So, almost all",
Hindi man tunog nagyayabang ay parang ganoon ang dating nito sa akin.
"Yabang" I whispered
He look at me and crossed his arms.
"I'm not"
"Whatever",
I rolled my eyes and he chuckled Because of that.
I saw how his dimples shows effortlessly. I also noticed his slightly messed hair that really suits him. His reddish lips compliments his white skin. It's not as white as mine but, its not dark either.
Natauhan Lang ako ng pitikin niya ang noo ko.
"Baka matunaw ako"
"In your dreams Kylo, I'm not staring at you"
YOU ARE READING
Fixing A Broken Star |⭐
RomansaEngr. Kylo Jasper De Mesa and Accountant Hershel Stella Medina. Let's all witness how she finds her true happiness despite of all the scars, and how he fix his broken star. ⭐